Sometimes in life we all sit down near the window watching the rain fall down and we think about all that went by, our past, the people that were a part of it, the people that laughed with us in our happiness, and gave their to shoulder to us to cry upon. But life changes as the sun rises up and you have a new story to unfold-to read and to live.

Be with the people who you want to be with, not with someone the world wants to be with. I'd rather laugh with sinners than cry with saints, because I know I am not good enough for the company of saints. I know I’d spoil them. Or worse: I’d become one.

Time changes; it never stops.

For someone who never has and never will, never hate the times you failed. These are the times you show the world that failures don't define you. They make you stronger…

Life is about being yourself. Someone only you can be. Someone only you can trust. Someone only you can understand. Someone who’s unlike everyone else. Someone who doesn't copy others to look the same. You are you. That's what defines you. Be yourself. It doesn't matter whom you’re going to satisfy, what matters most is that by the end of the day you'll b happy and not afraid that you’ll be called a mimic.

Dream more while you are awake because those are the dreams that come true as you know the reality around you. Dreams aren't supposed to be big in size but they should be big in honesty.

You must remember happiness is the journey, not the destination. And if you wish to live wisely, ignore what others have to say-even this note-because it is based solely on my way of thinking, not yours.

Life passes by while most people are busy making grand plans for it.

I wan't to hold your hand and walk a mile,

don't want to miss u,even a while

my life is so beautiful coz

baby it's you..my life..

hug me for my worriesto die,

my tears to dry and

my loneliness to fly.

it hurts me to know,

how i sometimes can be a little selfish,

when it comes to you.

i am getting sentimental over you..!!

for god sake explain me why all these.

I miss you every moment of the day,

i keep me awake just to listen you,

i keep me empty just for you to fill,

i keep me alive just to see you.

my mornings miss you,

my evenings seeks you,

where were you all these years,

y u weren there to wipe my tears.

Fear of future is worse that pain of the past,

still i bother the least coz u r there.

even seconds are too long to miss you,

i wan't to hold your hand && walk a mile

don't want to miss you even a while..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every end is the beginning of a new journey..journey of finding the what's unknown to us a journey of finding what lies beneath our egos' overconfidence and selfishness...sometimes when he wind fly away around my face it makes me realise the life passes in the same way but what have we done it makes me ask my self have i done something that i can be proud of have i done something when the GOD ask's me i can say him yes i have..it makes me think what the life that i have spend means to me..i go on the roads that's less traveled i swim against the stream i dream to fly i dream to dream and before i die i wish to live..to spend my every breath in doing what i want to...to look around to a world where i wake up with a smile and to world where hatred is an unknown word where people are afraid to cheat and lie...to a world where our thought''s are our wings to a world where our dreams are the gates to haven..and to a world where people believe that when you do good good things happen..a dream so away from reality but nothing wrong in dreaming and working for it to come true there is nothing more powerful than believing in your dream..it gives you the power to dream more and dream are not which you see when you sleep but dream are something which doesn't let you sleep..

Loneliness teaches us many things because that's the only time we are what we really are.When we really want something sometimes we have to swim a little deeper we can't give up just because things don't come easy we have to overcome the obstacles and face our fears. But in the end it will all be worth while..!! life is full of ups and downs but if we believe in ourselves we will always come through with flying colors. Value friendship. love, and faith never underestimate yourself and at the end believe in yourself. Life is not about proving other's wrong life is all about proving yourself that you can be what ever you wish to be. Remember original is always worth than a copy. It's not hard to be yourself we make it harder by trying to be what we are not just to impress someone else. Love yourself accept yourself forgive yourself and be good to yourself that's better than getting your heart broken by someone else.

Tu wahi ban jo tu hai,
tu wahi chaah jiski tujhe chaahat hai,
na kar fikar kisi or ki na rakh khabar kisi or ki,
tere saat marti sirf teri rooh hai to kya karna kisi or ka.

Aaya tha akele jayega akele,
milte hai raste mein kirdaar,
kayi dost to kayi dushwar,
chalte jaana hai chalte jaana hai.

lamba hai safar anjaana jai kaarwaan,
ayenge kayi anjaane dagar ayenge kayi anjaane mod,
tu darr mat tu rukh math jismein himmat hai wahi badte hai,
jismein chaah wahi sahi jeete hai.

jeena hai mujhe marne se pehle,
hasna hai mujhe jee bhar ke rone se pehle,
paana hai mujhe jiski chaah hai,
maut to aani hai ayegi milna hai mujhe ussey gale laga ke.

lekar jayenge kya yaha se,
laye the kya yaha pe,
reh jayega to sirf pyaar unke liye,
jinhe hum maante the wo hai sirf hamare liye.

mithi mein milna hai ek din,
raakh hona hai ek din,
koi rehta nahi hamesha ke liye,
sab chodkar jaana hai ek din.

jaane se pehle chodna hai nishaan,
jaane se pehle chodni hai yaadein,
chaahe achi ya buri par rahegi sada yahi,
banke logo ka gumnaam hissa sahi.

jeena hai mujhe marne se pehle,
hasna hai jee bhar ke rone se pehle,
paana hai jiski chaah hai,
mau to aani hai ayegi milna hai ussey gala laga ke mujhe.

I speak because i can.

You only know the true meaning of freedom when you achieve it. Freedom not only means to go where ever you want to it also means to find the places that were never found before. "Freedom" it's not just a 7 letter word it's something that defined the world many died for achieving it many died for preserving it. Some respect it and many don't. Freedom not only means to fly high in the sky it also means to stand in the ground in the middle of a riot and bringing peace in it. Because even villain get famous what separate a good from the bad is the goodness the good guy have.

The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.

With freedom we get responsibilities and consequences we never imagined the consequences depends on what we do in our life's. No one has achieved freedom in this world still because when you look at the birds even they are chained to the sky. You only has the power until you get caught doing something illegal.Freedom has its life in the hearts, the actions, the spirit of men and so it must be daily earned and refreshed.

The strange thing is nothing in the world is more difficult or more precious than to be able to decide.

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with the people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all life is too short to be anything but happy to wake up with regrets. Believe that everything happens for a reason if you get a chance take it if it changes your life let it nobody said life would be easy. Life is about trusting your feelings loosing and finding happiness appreciating the memories that made a part in your life and learning from the past and realizing people always change. But the struggles that you go through make you stronger and the changes make you wise and happiness has it's own way of taking it's sweet time at the end life is not how you take it but it's all about how you make it "JUST LIVE IT". It doesn't matter who you lost on your way because sometimes in order not to fall apart you have to let go what keeps you together. Life goes on always has always will with or without the people you love the most or hate the most. This is a world where people talk about each other and everyone lies and everyone tries to be something they're not and nobody can keep a secret and friendships that lasted forever were broken yeah well it's called LIFE. Remember in order to achieve something that you want to you have to that things you never did. Make your own path you'll be the owner of it. Take risks if you win you will be happy if you lose you will be wise. Don't give a shit about the people who talk behind your back. it simply means that you are two steps ahead. At the end nothing in the world is more common than unsuccessful people with talent.

standing in the middle of the tornado and thinking i'll survive,

walking on the volcano and hoping i'll make it,

smiling while taking bullets and wishing i'll make it out,

all alone in the war against the world and praying i'll defeat them.

thinking hoping wishing praying against the things even i know i can't beat them,

but still i know if i believe in my self and have faith on GOD i can walk out waving the flag,

kissing the sun dancing with fire playing with flashes and drinking wine with GOD,

i can do it all and still be on the ground.

i took all the shit the world had to offer me,

made agreement with the devil,

bribed angels,

but still at the end death played the bitchy part and had to give it all but legends never die they just live on with their legacy left behind.

my life nothing short of a roller coaster ride,

but with a difference no ups only down straight to ground,

crashed burned rised up again defeating all the odds,

because only when villains get outa control heroes are born.

nobody ask their life to change but it does,

you only know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you got left,

heaven is where i was born and sky is where i grew up the world is my home and sun is where i go for a walk.

open the gates to the road which leads to no where,

let me just fall down from the cliff and get freedom from my self,

when i open my eyes for the next time let me see heaven,

when i stand for the next time let me be my self.

Raatein hai ye kithni haseen,
lagta hai kuch haasil hoga abhi,
bechain dil hai,
aahatein hai hulchul se bhari.

tadap hai anjaani,
samah begaana hai,
jo lagta tha sab pata hai,
aaj unse hi nadaan hai hum.

aasmaan mein ghar hai,
zameen pe utarte hai kabhi,
baarisho mein jhoomte hai,
chandni se khelte hai kabhi.

taaro se dosti hai,
farishte milte hai kabhi,
baitkar kehte hai humse,
chalo sair karke ayenge kahi.

anjaan hai sab,
par lagta behtar hai,
pata nahi kyu jaanta nahi kuch,
par lagta sab sach hai..

This one is for me..

What am i???deep down i think hard about it..what am i to me??my purpose for life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience..am selfish, am mean, am hard at times, am just me, am moody, i tend to over react a lot of times, i can only see the glass is half empty when it is, am not a pessimist not even an optimist i hardly knows the difference between the two..and the end of the day am just me..take me as i am or watch me as i leave..after all i am human not a master piece..and yeah i rhyme even in the most shit situation like a did couple of words back..i am all that's left of a bizarre childhood..i can see beauty where other's see ugliness that either makes me a artist or a person with poor taste...for me no matter how the road is because even if the path is little blurry i keep walking because i know someday i'll focus in. when i know what i want then the picture of my life will be crystal clear i just can't give up..my life is interesting because of the mistakes i've done it made me realise how stupid i can make and when you laugh at your self you can do anything..no one understands me better than me and i don't want anyone else to..it's their own risk which i cannot stop them from taking to..i am me..the life i live is for me not other's to question about or me to answer them..i am greedy because i know i deserve the best..the people who hates me motivates me the most..the worst mistake for me anyone can do make is being too afraid to make one..our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate our deepest fear is that we are powerful than we can imagine it is our light not our darkness that most frighten us we ask ourselves , who am i to be brilliant actually who are you not to be??your playing small does not serve the world their is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you we are all meant to shine as children do it's not just in some of us..it's in everyone and as we let our own light shine we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fear our presence automatically liberates other's..at the end..

fall in love or fall in hate,
get inspired or be depressed,
ace a test or flunk a class,
make babies or make art,
speak the truth or lie and cheat,
dance on the table or sit in the corner,
be the spotlight or make someone,
life is divine chaos, embrace it,
forgive your self, breath,
just enjoy the ride..

for me~~~

sometimes we get inspired by the things we never thought we would..we can't wish to keep something that we never had..i like talking about life it makes me feel good..or do i say i talk about life only when i feel good..but what ever it is..i get inspired i make people feel inspired i wish i pray i cry i smile i live i die every moment that passes by bring a whole new story with it which you only realize after the moment has gone..if we could really pause life than we would had a life which we cannot imagine..as they say life is not rehearsal..we all die the goal isn't to live forever but to create something that will live forever.. so no matter what you do no matter how you do..what matter most is you DO because even the most notorious human is remembered do what something what you're happy in because when you do something you like doing the best comes out of you..we were never asked to born but we were because life always doesn't give you choices sometimes the choices lies with in you you just have to find it and no one can do it for you but only you i write this notes i write poems not for anyone else but for my self because sometime when i sit down and cry and curse GOD of sending me down earth i read them and it makes me realise am not that weak i write them to inspire my self to make my self believe in me..you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, remember what you had, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, but remember life GOES ON......

i love the feeling of an unknown in a new city..i love the feeling of being unknown in the middle of 1000 people..i love the feeling of being an unknown and do what u want and still not get noticed...i take my time i don't live too fast troubles come & i also know they will pass...no i am not a philosopher nor do i teach about life..i've not runaway and lived in a forest..i've not walked a thousand miles to realise what lies within me..but yes i've understood what life is just because i've thought about it a lil bit harder than other's..i've found what lies inside me coz i wanted to..i am just an 18 year old guy who do what everyone else at my age does..but at the end of the day i sit back in my room i look up towards the sky from my window sill and i realise the whole world is moving and am standing still..i look at the stars and think about the people i meet..i look at the moon and think about the love i get..then i try to find out why i exist..??? to be what everyone is..to do what everyone do..then i get an answer and it says NO..i don't want to be different i don't want to be everything but i want to be something..i don't want to make anyone proud but my self..i want to walk those thousand miles..i want to live in the forest and search GOD in it..i want to just keep on moving coz for me life is a caravan and i am on a journey..journey of life..a search of destiny a search of peace not in the world but in the heart because when your calm from inside no one can shake you from outside..no this aint a philosophy but my life story..it might not make sense well for a lot of people even i don't..i don't cry for the people who leave me coz i know they were meant to..i don't cry for love coz i know if it exists in this world then it also does for me..i don't get cry when am hurt..coz u don't always get happiness if you did then life would had been boring..but i sometimes i get sad when someone i love the most doesn't understand me the way i want them to but then i realise i have me my own best friend..never cry if something doesn't go according the way you wanted it to because one day your life will flash before your eyes make sure it's worth watching..and remember...

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning but anyone can start today and can make a new ending..

Kahi aisi ek duniya thi,
jaha hum tum rehte the,
khushi or hasi saath thi,
gham ki na koi baat thi.

badalo pe chalte the,
chandni se kehte the,
humein kitna pyaar hai,
dil to ab azaad hai.

hawao ke sang udte the,
baarisho mein jhoomte the,
haaton mein haat liye,
sitaro par jaakar bait te the.

aankhon mein tumhari dekh kar,
hum tumse ye kehte the,
humein kithna pyaar hai tumse,
ab to ikraar hai tumhi se.

fir na jaane kya hua,
aankh khuli to tumko khoya,
humne aisi khata ki,
jo humko ye tanhayi mili.

ab yaha par akela hu,
bas yaadon mein khoya khoya,
na jane kaha wo duniya hai,
na jane kaha ab tum ho.

par ab bhi humko yaad hai,
madhoshi ka wo aalam tha,
sirf tum or hum the or tha pyaar,
kaise hum jeethe or fir tumse ye kehte the.

humein kithna pyaar hai,
tumhi se to ikraar hai,
dil ki ab pukaar hai,
chahe jithni bhi door hai tumhi se to pyaar hai....

I don't know why am writing this but something in my heart tells me to..

the thing we've always heard "life is what you have with you.."
that's not correct not for me..life is what you make it..life is like an open land it's on you to grow a forest on it or to make a shopping mall..

i've got no one on my side though they are many people who tells they are always with me but the fact is their is no with you all the time because at sometime everyone has to leave..your life is not tied with anyone and people come into your life just to leave someday it doesn't mean they are bad it just means their part in your life is over..you just have to move thinking you will find someone better this time with a hope in your heart..because is all about taking chances and it's better not to count how many you took..no matter what happen's today tomorrow it will be a past..no matter how much people hurt you one day you will smile no matter how much it rains the sun will come not because it want's to but it has to..love is what you expect from people but true love starts from within when you really love your self and be happy with what you have that the best comes out of you because you know you've got only yourself to prove and you've got only yourself to beat..dream, hope, believe and learn to fall..only those knows how success tastes who fell while climbing the ladder..dream what you want to..hope what u think hope..believe what you can...because at some moment life has an the end..

Don't blame gravity for u falling in love...

yes! i am in love,
yes! my heart has been sold,
i am in love with the girl in my dream,
i am in love with the girl who only loves me.

yes!my heart has been taken away,
yes! my heart is not mine now anyway,
love is what i have now,
the only girl i wish to be with is mine now.

i don't ask for anything now,
i don't need to find anything now,
i've got what i wished for,
i've got you on my side now.

you're all i want,
you're all i need,
you're everything i dream,
you're the reason i breath.

nothing is beautiful than when your around me,
nothing is pure when you say you love me,
nothing is sweeter when you kiss me,
nothing is precious when am holding your hand.

it's you that i survive for,
it's you that i live for,
it's you that holds me now,
it's you that i want to be with.

Hai kaaton bhari ye zindagi,
dard bhari ye jaan hai,
jeena to bas naam ka hai,
hum to chalti firti laash hai.

Gham ki lehre behti hai dil mein,
aankhon mein aansu ka toofan hai,
ab to sirf aah nikalti hai,
khushi to yaha gumnaam hai.

Hai zindagi ye dushman hamari,
hum to iske na farmaan hai,
zinda to baas naam ko hai,
rooh to hamari jism se azaad hai.

aankhon mein hai gham bhara,
ab to saans lena hi jeene ka bahana hai,
lad rahe hai is badnaam zindagi se,
maut bhi humse dushwaar hai.

Na koi hai saat dene ko,
na koi hai paas lene ko.
bardaasht karna hai apne aap mein,
ab to har kadam hamara gunaah hai.

Hai khuda bhi wo rutha humse,
pata nahi kyu humse hi sab anjaan hai,
ab to saans lena hi jeene ka bahana hai,
hum to kabse murdo mein shumaar hai.

This poem is one of the closest to my heart..every line has got the feelings that i was going through at the time i wrote it..

Living a life which i always regret,
taking a breath which i wish i never had,
praying to GOD to end this misery,
praying to GOD to end me.

An existence equal to nothing,
a life time which includes nothing but agony,
a broken man with a broken heart,
a life ripped apart.

Tears is all that's left,
smile don't even remember if ever it was their,
happiness a word once heard but never saw,
sadness is all that i got.

I never wished to live,
but still have to,
not weak enough to kill my self though.

Hope is what that holds me,
hope is what that i have with me,
hope of a better survival,
hope of a better tomorrow.

The sunlight that falls on my face,
the rain drop that takes away my thirst,
the wind that plays with me,
DEATH the only thin i wait to meet.

Kya hai meri kahani??
sochu yahi..
haaton ki lakeere bhi mith hai gayi,
kismat to shayad likhi hi nahi gayi thi.

Apne to kabhi the hi nahi,
akela tha, akela hu,
par tanha nahi,
tanhayi hai saat banke humrahi har ghadi.

Mero kahani hai anokhi badi,
sirf main khud hu banke har kirdaar har kahi,
zindagi meri ajeeb hai,
kehti hai zinda hu, bin rooh hi sahi.

Aankhe hai sookh gayi,
dekh kar ghum har kahi,
chalta rehta hu ye sochkar,
badlegi zindagi kabhi.

Hogi rehmat hum par bhi kabhi,
hongey koi hamare bhi kabhi.

Meri kaha likhni hai mujhe,
thodi khushi dekhni hai mujhe,
aaj lakeere utarni hai mujhe,
aaj kismat banani hai mujhe.

hai aaj mujhe mile hai pankh,
ab mujhe udne do,
hai aaj mujhe mile hai pankh,
ab jake sakoon se rehne do.

kaid tha main duniya ki rasmon mein,
ab mujhe aasman mein udne do,
darta tha apne aap se is duniya se,
ab mujhe har khwaish poori karne do.

har manzil har chaah haasil karne do,
darta nahi ab girne se,
girke to utha hu ab,
ab mujhe udne do.

darta nahi ab kuch naya karne se,
dil ki har muraad poori karne do,
aaj mujhe mile hain pankh,
ab mujhe udne do.

todne do zanjeere,
jo baandi thi is zalim duniya ne,
todne do kasme,
jo khilayi thi beganey hue apno ne.

mujhe aaj apne aap ko,
ek nayi pehchaan dene do,
mujhe todne do apne banaye waham ko,
karne do apni marzi se jeene do apni chaah se.

aaj mujhe mile hain pankh,
us khuda se milne do..
milne do..

beete hue pal they kithne haseen,
lagta tha sab hai haasil par ab kuch bi nai,
sirf yaadein banke dard khoyi hai kahi.

beete hue pal jab aye yaad,
unke saat aye wo log khaas,
jinke saharey hum jeete the,
or aaj ye bi pata nahi kaise hai,
fir kabhi milenge ya nahi.

wo hasna hasana,
wo ruthna manana,
wo ladayi ek ki par sab jakar ladhna,
wo ek udaas hona or sab milke usey hasana.

jab wo pal yaad aye,
aankhon se aansu nikal aye,
wo kasme yaad aye jo khayi thi saath rehne ki,
par saari rehgayi adhuri tooti bihkri padhi kahi.

ab alag hai manzil,
alag hai raaste,
sabke alag hai sapne,
jinhe karne hai haasil,

dil dhadakta hai ab bhi unke liye,
aise kaise bhool jaye,
unhe jo bane they ek doosre ke liye.

hai waqt alag naya daur hai,
jo the log ab wo kuch or hai,
fir bhi ek aas hai dil mein kahi,
milenge milenge fir hum sab kabhi.

jo hai khuda mujko bata,
tune mujhe bheja hai kyu??
duniya badi zaalim hai ye,
seedha koi tikta nahi.

sab hi yaha anjaan hai,
tere naam se gumnaam hai,
pathar yaha sab banke firte hai,
mohabbat ya anjaan hai.

mere khuda kya main karu,
tere liye hi to main jiyu,
dil ki tu hi to aas hai,
meri har saans ab tere naam hai.

manzil meri dikhti nahi,
tujpe hi to ab meri jaan hai,
jeete yaha sab apne liye,
ek doosre se sab pareshaan hai.

mere khuda de tu salah,
kya main karu de mashwara,
inke liye kya hai sahi,
inha na kuch pata.

tujpe hi ab sab kuch hai padha,
bacha tu sabse aye humnawaaz,
meri mohabbat hai tere liye,
tere liye hi to har saans hai.

a stroy of a heart broken~

No matter what happens today tomorrow it will be a past just to look back at it and just to remember the things you were put through..it's easy to say life goes on but what if all you want is to live in the past..because past is where i was most happy because past is where i had what i wanted..because past is where i had you..it's easy to say just move on when all you want is to wait for someone in hope they will come by and say "i know i fucked up!"...it's hard to say goodbye when you don't want to..it's hard to say goodbye when you've got nothing much to do but just to see the person you love the most go away..it's hard when i see you smile and then i know that smile isn't for me..it's hard when i see you holding hand and that's not mine..i go to the place's we did and i sit their crying not because i love like i did but because i know i won't get a chance to hurt you like you did t..the memories that were burned deep inside my heart come back to haunt me to destroy me..to take back a little bit of life that i've got left it's not easy to live like this it's not easy to get hurt every single second you live being alone is much better then being with someone who keep bringing you down..but now why do i cry when you can't hear me anymore..why do i miss you when you don't miss me anymore..why do i still want to die for you when i know you don't even care if am dead or alive..may be that's what separate us..i never changed my love for you but you changed me for someone else..never forget someone for something because that something might leave you but that someone will always be their for you..