Monday, June 14, 2010

This one is for me..

What am i???deep down i think hard about it..what am i to me??my purpose for life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience..am selfish, am mean, am hard at times, am just me, am moody, i tend to over react a lot of times, i can only see the glass is half empty when it is, am not a pessimist not even an optimist i hardly knows the difference between the two..and the end of the day am just me..take me as i am or watch me as i leave..after all i am human not a master piece..and yeah i rhyme even in the most shit situation like a did couple of words back..i am all that's left of a bizarre childhood..i can see beauty where other's see ugliness that either makes me a artist or a person with poor taste...for me no matter how the road is because even if the path is little blurry i keep walking because i know someday i'll focus in. when i know what i want then the picture of my life will be crystal clear i just can't give up..my life is interesting because of the mistakes i've done it made me realise how stupid i can make and when you laugh at your self you can do anything..no one understands me better than me and i don't want anyone else to..it's their own risk which i cannot stop them from taking to..i am me..the life i live is for me not other's to question about or me to answer them..i am greedy because i know i deserve the best..the people who hates me motivates me the most..the worst mistake for me anyone can do make is being too afraid to make one..our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate our deepest fear is that we are powerful than we can imagine it is our light not our darkness that most frighten us we ask ourselves , who am i to be brilliant actually who are you not to be??your playing small does not serve the world their is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you we are all meant to shine as children do it's not just in some of us..it's in everyone and as we let our own light shine we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fear our presence automatically liberates other's..at the end..

fall in love or fall in hate,
get inspired or be depressed,
ace a test or flunk a class,
make babies or make art,
speak the truth or lie and cheat,
dance on the table or sit in the corner,
be the spotlight or make someone,
life is divine chaos, embrace it,
forgive your self, breath,
just enjoy the ride..

for me~~~

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