the people i look upto are the reason why i doubt my self...why do we have people whom we take inspiration from...can't v just take from our self..we knows our limits better then anyone else...make ua own path make ua own life..so often times it happens that we live our lives in chains....and we never even know we have the key...you cannot dream yourself into a character...you must hammer and forge yourself into one....fight with ur self..make ua own limits don't let anyone decide for ua self...you r ur biggest competitor..i remember a line...the best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up....wake up..our doubts are traitors....and make us lose the good we often might win...by fearing to attempt...ur greatest glory consist not in never fallin.... but in rising every time we fall...that's life's all about..learning something in everything...what would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?????....we have people who v look upto to take inspiration to be like them..but the greatest men sometimes overshoot themselves....but then their very mistakes are so many lessons of instruction...failure teaches success...that's damn true..i aint a bloody philosopher..nor do i want to b one..i just write what i think..people think i am smarter than i am..intelligent than i am...but all i wanna say is..i am what i am...be original..be ua self..

early morning..fresh air passing by.thought of writing it after being asked by many people "do u write this notes on ua own"..well..wel yes i know its kinda shocking cein me write like this ...i do write it and on ma own..or is everyone shocked...that even am good at something...so that was the answer for d question...now..lemme start...ambitions..hmm...h

ard word...well what if u'r ambitions are differen't from evry1 around u..what if u don't wanna b what evry1 else want to be..what if u don't want to travel the path that's been travlled ba evry1..what if u want to make ua own choice..ua own life..ua own path..what if..u want to be what every1 else just dream to be..what if...i rememba sum1 saying me "it's like a game of truth and dare,if u can make it here u can make it anywhere"..dats wat i was told but the story is geting old..its time..i must play a part..i am gonna do it but i'l do it ma way...ambitions...its like my life my way...wel i asked ma frnd wats lyf fr him..n he said " life--to roam everywhere wid ur friends,enjoy to the core!"...i mean thats wat lyfz all about..i mean doing wat u like how u like...just packing bags n going to an unknown places..discovering ua self..yeah..dats wat its all about..whats dr to learn frm othrs mistakes make ua own...v all wanted to be something i wanted to be superman..i know i cnt but wats wrong just go on a bunjee jumping..keep discovering..ul discover ua self..i dnt no wat i write above..i just wrote wat i felt like..

yo! so i got it...was thinking about this for a long long time...you know some people in this world..get love many times but they just don't realise it...and after sometime they fall in love what they think is "serious"...but they fall in love with a wrong girl...and then they realise damn!..when i got love i ran away..when i aint getting any am just trying too hard to get 1...and i belong to that category of people...i got love many times...but just didn't realised it...i always wanted to have someone or always wanted to be in a serious relationship but my heart isn't meant for a serious thing..in the starting everything looks "just perfect"...but as i go further i realise damn! dis aint ma gal..then i break up...i've done 15 times??? dnt rememba...who cares..so getting back..i wrote this shit notes..thinking deeply..this love thing fcuk...it makes u senseless..as they "love is the seventh sense which destroys all the other senses"....dats damn true...and now when i read them its like is dat me??? really...i laugh at my self...i am damn happy being the kasanova....that's am meant to be...guess i only gonna be serious with ma wife...wohoooo...wife..lol

z...i ain't even adult..so happy being me..coz dis love its just not ma type...god bless to the people who fell in it..and am back to be me...kAsAnOvA...its great..but as they say there's someone for everyone..still waiting for her...love..lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

well what's wrong with me??? well don't no...anyways...feeling writing today..or typing..anyways..so il do that..well what i would like to tell is..i don't no..shit 4got...yeah got it..ready..well what i would like to tell is that for me love is all about talking to each other not that 24hrs but 1 houris all i want and then even that's not possible then whats the use...it increases the distances in a relationship..that spoils all the fun..well c'mon i aint a bloody doctor here to tell al this shit..so lets do it my way..Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.....within you I lose myself...without you I find myself....wanting to be lost again ...absence from whom we love is worse than death and frustrates hope severer than despair....to die and part is a less evil but to part and live there there is the torment...missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other...it's one day closer to the next time you will...and we only part to meet again...a goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again...missing you could turn from pain to pleasure...if I knew you were missing me too..I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long....If we're in each other's dreams...we can play together all night...

life...somtimes you think u've got it...and the very next second something happens which makes you all new..so its better to just live life how it comes to us...love is a nice feeling and great to be in..but only if u've found the right girl/guy...but if havn't and are still in one it hurts..anyways why am i talking in shit..who cares..life's game play it but play it large...i've finally found me..and i mean i've found who am really are...it wasn't that i dint know i was arahaan razzak...i knew it but what i've found now is i am someone...friend..family..

partner..cmon am too young to know about this things..i dont know what am writing or why am writing this..am just typing whats in my mind..it dont even make sense..but who cares until i understand it..i don't even know why i kept the titli the e.n.d and i don't even why there are full stops in between them...but it looks nice doesn't it...there's nothing but memories left abonded..ashes fell like snow..whats that?? am confused no wait may be i am not..may be i am...uhhhhh...do she realy love me? but sorry i still doubt...its not that i doubt ur love..i doubt coz v dnt talk much..u dnt reply..i need communication in relationship..u call me..i don't pick it up..coz i've got sumthng to do..i call u...u dnt answer it..ua angry???u dnt reply...may be am wrong...i love u baby..if u love someone and if they doesn't love you back the way u want them to..it doesn't mean they aint loving with all what they have..jaaneman...i love u in evryway that i can...and hope even u love me....

I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet,I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete.we started out as friends.It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin.This time it's different,It's all because of you,It's better than it's ever been 'Cause we can talk it through...my favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?".It's all you had to say to take my breath away.This is it,I finally found someone.Someone to share my life.I finally found the one, to be with every night 'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you.My life has just begun.I finally found someone,I finally found someone,. Did I keep you waiting, I didn't mind I apologize, baby, that's fine I would wait forever just to know you were mine. And I love your hair, sure it looks fine I love what you wear, isn't it the time?You're exceptional, I can't wait for the rest of my life Whatever I do, it's just got to be yo. My life has just begun I finally found someone...I would give up ev'rything.Before I'd separate myself from you.After so much suffering.I fin'ly found unvarnished truth.I was all by myself for the longest time,So cold inside.And the hurt from the heartache would not subside I felt like dying
Until you saved my life......

Love Aint Love If You Have To Question It...hmmm.... start of a new life for me...love never thought that existed..and even if it does never thought it would happen to me..this is for ma jaaneman...i've always dreamed of being with you..thought i might havnt seen you..but i always knew you existed within me..was just waiting for the right time to come out..i promise i wont leave you..as i said..i cant be the perfect hero..but i aint that bad either..am just me..you might not find me talkin to you the whole night am lazy..u wont find me telling all that romantic lines..am not romantic..but i promise..i aint gonna leave you..We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. two ears to listen but why only one heart? because the other was given to someone else for us to find.and i found you...meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over....we are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love....If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me!!...ma wish came true..

Sitting and watching the rain...somesays holding on is what makes you strong but sometimes just letting it go needs much strength...sometimes you take some people close to your heart very early..and i ask why?? why does it happens...it hurts like hell..why does that person doesn't take think as you think abt her..why??..nywayz..coming

back to rain..for the first time its looking a bit romantic...shit! what does love makes you...why does it happens..but my love is just a one sided..damn! dat hurts..but does that makes me stop loving her..NO..wel if i was the same arahaan..it would had surely made me stop..love teaches you patience..compromise..wel i've just learned this much..when i write this a line comes up in ma mind jumping to get out...love might not make your world upside down..but its surely worth taking the ride..i wish if i've had one wish to make i would wish that when i talk to her GOD please pause the time..i forget evrything...its just me and u gal..wish u could understand me..the problem might not be yours coz its me who cnt xpres ma slf..gal if i just get you i would never leave you..coz my love for u is true...wish you get it this time...wish..

hmm...writing afta a long time..lifes changed...n so am i...i just thought abt dis last night..i was wid ma frnds..n v were talking abt each other and then suddenly their comes a topic...love...c'mon why....i hate this thing...but then after aal ma freainds started hitting me..i joined them..so v started then slowly i realised it aint that bad as i think it is...but then i asked them if love does exist in this world..then were is mine...if there is someone for u...then where the hell is my girl..has she lost the way...or not interested..well so coming back to the topic...1 of my homie told me close your eyes n think about someone whom you love most...well c'mon dats shit how can i see someone...if i close my eyes...then after a long discussion and i again getting beaten up..i closed my eyes...n i saw someone...well i saw selena gomez,shruti hassan,anna popplewell,emma watson,mylies cyrus,megan fox,anushka sharma,priyanka chopra...yeah dats it...so is this love...shit...why am i even writing about it..see this thing makes you what u are not..but then..while i was on my bed i tried it once again..and this time i was really into it..nand this time i saw someone...but i gues shez not meant fr me...coz shez to good..i mean i cant even multitask..i am shit when comes to dating...i dnt know what to take wid girls...i am shy...i dnt even know whats romance..n she is opposite..damn..no but the whole night went by n i was thinking about her..n still doin the same..so does love exist??? advice plz...