There is a long road ahead of me and this life..But still, I'm aware..That the road behind me extends..Far longer...There are times in our lives...When we take stock of those things...Which shaped us..Those things which we allowed...To create us...I am such a crossroads...I don't like to admit it...But I still feel so much discomfort...In my Heart...For things that seem to be so far behind me...I've grown weary of trying...And still, I try...I've grown tired of the distance..And still, I reach out my hand...I've grown fatigued at the cold
And so,
I put on my warmest sweater..And I trudge forward through the deepest snows...Is it ego alone that brings me to this place?..And what of the other things...That life has offered up?.Do I face the challenge undaunted?.I think so...There is a great purpose...In the knowing that I have found.
Still,
I am left with the ashes...Those scattered reminders....Of the fire that once burnt so deeply..In my Heart.Now where is it that I should....Scatter those embers?Or do I just sit in them...Roll in them...And laugh all the while?...jUST ONE One song can spark a moment.... One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One smile begins a friendship, One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey. One word must start each prayer. One hope will raise our spirits, One touch can show you care. One voice can speak with wisdom, One heart can know what's true, One life can make a difference, You see, it's up to you!

hard to explain..difficult to understand..tuff to handle..n short to keep blaming..everybody want's happiness nobody want's pain..but u can't have rainbow without a rain..i guess that;s true..every new day is a new life to live...enjoy with what u have coz if u start running behind what u don't have u start loosing what u have..and many times it happens with us we only know the value of a lovely thing unless its lost..what am i writing here..yeah got it about what i think of my life..its a personell view and it may change depending on the mentality of every person so don't blame it on me..my life my view..yesterday when i was sad about something my mom told me this..laugh so hard that sorrow smiles at you..live life so well that even death love to see u alive..i can't believe she told me that..today when i woke in the morning well not xactly morning it was 12 by the time i woke up..kk..i know that's late but its sunday ..i want to live before i die..sometimes we blame our life's for getting so fucking shit..but remember the shell must break before the bird learn to fly..you get so many people who tries so hard to push you down and u start to doubt us slf but the greatest pleasure in life is doing what other's think can't...don't compare ua life to others u have no idea what their journey is all about..u've got 1 chance to solve all ua probs 1 shot to hit a home run 1 song to dance 1 joke to laugh 1 life to live..don't waste on crying fighting blaming...enjoy the little things in life for one day u will look back and realize they were the big things..life is infinitely stranger than anything the mind could imagine..isn't it funny how day-by-day nothin changes but when u look back everything is changed..be happy for this moment..this moment is ur life..its true you can't buy happiness so steal it damn!! remember you have to take the good things with bad..smile with sad...love what u've got..remember what u..learn from ur mistakes..but never regret..people change..things go wrong..but remeber life goes on..

damn..writing this thing for the 3rd straight time..wtf??..hmm..destiny tuff word huh..so while writing this thing in d middle of the night god know why..a line comes and don't know from where..never made it as a wise man..i couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing...tired of living like a blind man..i m sick inside without a sense of feeling..damn that's so real for me..so coming back to the title destiny..hmm..do we make our own..or is everything written before we come from where ever we believe we do..common..i aint a scientist to decide this thing..by the way do scientist do this kinda things??who cares..so i believe we make our own our choices decides our destiny and our decisions decides our life..common its getting kinda professor thing now..but its true..common i do write some good things do i..yes i do..so some people doesn't come out from their pasts..no matter how beautiful the future is...the old generation keeps blaming the younger one but have they ever stopped to think who raised us???..past..i miss the past..and all the people who were a part of it..i miss the people who claimed to care about me..when deep down i knew as well as them that they didn't..i miss the way things used to be..its a known fact which i was aware of..but i didn't want to believe it..not like how i do now..people always leave..damn dat makes me cry..but am not crying..never take life too seriously nobody gets out alive anyway..life is too short to get up in the morning with regrets...so love the people who treat you right..and forgive the ones who don't but never forget their names..if you get a chance take..if it changes your life let it..nobody said it would be easy..they just promised..it would be worth it..

damn..writing this thing for the 3rd straight time..wtf??..hmm..destiny tuff word huh..so while writing this thing in d middle of the night god know why..a line comes and don't know from where..never made it as a wise man..i couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing...tired of living like a blind man..i m sick inside without a sense of feeling..damn that's so real for me..so coming back to the title destiny..hmm..do we make our own..or is everything written before we come from where ever we believe we do..common..i aint a scientist to decide this thing..by the way do scientist do this kinda things??who cares..so i believe we make our own our choices decides our destiny and our decisions decides our life..common its getting kinda professor thing now..but its true..common i do write some good things do i..yes i do..so some people doesn't come out from their pasts..no matter how beautiful the future is...the old generation keeps blaming the younger one but have they ever stopped to think who raised us???..past..i miss the past..and all the people who were a part of it..i miss the people who claimed to care about me..when deep down i knew as well as them that they didn't..i miss the way things used to be..its a known fact which i was aware of..but i didn't want to believe it..not like how i do now..people always leave..damn dat makes me cry..but am not crying..never take life too seriously nobody gets out alive anyway..life is too short to get up in the morning with regrets...so love the people who treat you right..and forgive the ones who don't but never forget their names..if you get a chance take..if it changes your life let it..nobody said it would be easy..they just promised..it would be worth it..