There is a long road ahead of me and this life..But still, I'm aware..That the road behind me extends..Far longer...There are times in our lives...When we take stock of those things...Which shaped us..Those things which we allowed...To create us...I am such a crossroads...I don't like to admit it...But I still feel so much discomfort...In my Heart...For things that seem to be so far behind me...I've grown weary of trying...And still, I try...I've grown tired of the distance..And still, I reach out my hand...I've grown fatigued at the cold
And so,
I put on my warmest sweater..And I trudge forward through the deepest snows...Is it ego alone that brings me to this place?..And what of the other things...That life has offered up?.Do I face the challenge undaunted?.I think so...There is a great purpose...In the knowing that I have found.
Still,
I am left with the ashes...Those scattered reminders....Of the fire that once burnt so deeply..In my Heart.Now where is it that I should....Scatter those embers?Or do I just sit in them...Roll in them...And laugh all the while?...jUST ONE One song can spark a moment.... One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One smile begins a friendship, One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey. One word must start each prayer. One hope will raise our spirits, One touch can show you care. One voice can speak with wisdom, One heart can know what's true, One life can make a difference, You see, it's up to you!

hard to explain..difficult to understand..tuff to handle..n short to keep blaming..everybody want's happiness nobody want's pain..but u can't have rainbow without a rain..i guess that;s true..every new day is a new life to live...enjoy with what u have coz if u start running behind what u don't have u start loosing what u have..and many times it happens with us we only know the value of a lovely thing unless its lost..what am i writing here..yeah got it about what i think of my life..its a personell view and it may change depending on the mentality of every person so don't blame it on me..my life my view..yesterday when i was sad about something my mom told me this..laugh so hard that sorrow smiles at you..live life so well that even death love to see u alive..i can't believe she told me that..today when i woke in the morning well not xactly morning it was 12 by the time i woke up..kk..i know that's late but its sunday ..i want to live before i die..sometimes we blame our life's for getting so fucking shit..but remember the shell must break before the bird learn to fly..you get so many people who tries so hard to push you down and u start to doubt us slf but the greatest pleasure in life is doing what other's think can't...don't compare ua life to others u have no idea what their journey is all about..u've got 1 chance to solve all ua probs 1 shot to hit a home run 1 song to dance 1 joke to laugh 1 life to live..don't waste on crying fighting blaming...enjoy the little things in life for one day u will look back and realize they were the big things..life is infinitely stranger than anything the mind could imagine..isn't it funny how day-by-day nothin changes but when u look back everything is changed..be happy for this moment..this moment is ur life..its true you can't buy happiness so steal it damn!! remember you have to take the good things with bad..smile with sad...love what u've got..remember what u..learn from ur mistakes..but never regret..people change..things go wrong..but remeber life goes on..

damn..writing this thing for the 3rd straight time..wtf??..hmm..destiny tuff word huh..so while writing this thing in d middle of the night god know why..a line comes and don't know from where..never made it as a wise man..i couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing...tired of living like a blind man..i m sick inside without a sense of feeling..damn that's so real for me..so coming back to the title destiny..hmm..do we make our own..or is everything written before we come from where ever we believe we do..common..i aint a scientist to decide this thing..by the way do scientist do this kinda things??who cares..so i believe we make our own our choices decides our destiny and our decisions decides our life..common its getting kinda professor thing now..but its true..common i do write some good things do i..yes i do..so some people doesn't come out from their pasts..no matter how beautiful the future is...the old generation keeps blaming the younger one but have they ever stopped to think who raised us???..past..i miss the past..and all the people who were a part of it..i miss the people who claimed to care about me..when deep down i knew as well as them that they didn't..i miss the way things used to be..its a known fact which i was aware of..but i didn't want to believe it..not like how i do now..people always leave..damn dat makes me cry..but am not crying..never take life too seriously nobody gets out alive anyway..life is too short to get up in the morning with regrets...so love the people who treat you right..and forgive the ones who don't but never forget their names..if you get a chance take..if it changes your life let it..nobody said it would be easy..they just promised..it would be worth it..

damn..writing this thing for the 3rd straight time..wtf??..hmm..destiny tuff word huh..so while writing this thing in d middle of the night god know why..a line comes and don't know from where..never made it as a wise man..i couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing...tired of living like a blind man..i m sick inside without a sense of feeling..damn that's so real for me..so coming back to the title destiny..hmm..do we make our own..or is everything written before we come from where ever we believe we do..common..i aint a scientist to decide this thing..by the way do scientist do this kinda things??who cares..so i believe we make our own our choices decides our destiny and our decisions decides our life..common its getting kinda professor thing now..but its true..common i do write some good things do i..yes i do..so some people doesn't come out from their pasts..no matter how beautiful the future is...the old generation keeps blaming the younger one but have they ever stopped to think who raised us???..past..i miss the past..and all the people who were a part of it..i miss the people who claimed to care about me..when deep down i knew as well as them that they didn't..i miss the way things used to be..its a known fact which i was aware of..but i didn't want to believe it..not like how i do now..people always leave..damn dat makes me cry..but am not crying..never take life too seriously nobody gets out alive anyway..life is too short to get up in the morning with regrets...so love the people who treat you right..and forgive the ones who don't but never forget their names..if you get a chance take..if it changes your life let it..nobody said it would be easy..they just promised..it would be worth it..

the people i look upto are the reason why i doubt my self...why do we have people whom we take inspiration from...can't v just take from our self..we knows our limits better then anyone else...make ua own path make ua own life..so often times it happens that we live our lives in chains....and we never even know we have the key...you cannot dream yourself into a character...you must hammer and forge yourself into one....fight with ur self..make ua own limits don't let anyone decide for ua self...you r ur biggest competitor..i remember a line...the best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up....wake up..our doubts are traitors....and make us lose the good we often might win...by fearing to attempt...ur greatest glory consist not in never fallin.... but in rising every time we fall...that's life's all about..learning something in everything...what would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?????....we have people who v look upto to take inspiration to be like them..but the greatest men sometimes overshoot themselves....but then their very mistakes are so many lessons of instruction...failure teaches success...that's damn true..i aint a bloody philosopher..nor do i want to b one..i just write what i think..people think i am smarter than i am..intelligent than i am...but all i wanna say is..i am what i am...be original..be ua self..

early morning..fresh air passing by.thought of writing it after being asked by many people "do u write this notes on ua own"..well..wel yes i know its kinda shocking cein me write like this ...i do write it and on ma own..or is everyone shocked...that even am good at something...so that was the answer for d question...now..lemme start...ambitions..hmm...h

ard word...well what if u'r ambitions are differen't from evry1 around u..what if u don't wanna b what evry1 else want to be..what if u don't want to travel the path that's been travlled ba evry1..what if u want to make ua own choice..ua own life..ua own path..what if..u want to be what every1 else just dream to be..what if...i rememba sum1 saying me "it's like a game of truth and dare,if u can make it here u can make it anywhere"..dats wat i was told but the story is geting old..its time..i must play a part..i am gonna do it but i'l do it ma way...ambitions...its like my life my way...wel i asked ma frnd wats lyf fr him..n he said " life--to roam everywhere wid ur friends,enjoy to the core!"...i mean thats wat lyfz all about..i mean doing wat u like how u like...just packing bags n going to an unknown places..discovering ua self..yeah..dats wat its all about..whats dr to learn frm othrs mistakes make ua own...v all wanted to be something i wanted to be superman..i know i cnt but wats wrong just go on a bunjee jumping..keep discovering..ul discover ua self..i dnt no wat i write above..i just wrote wat i felt like..

yo! so i got it...was thinking about this for a long long time...you know some people in this world..get love many times but they just don't realise it...and after sometime they fall in love what they think is "serious"...but they fall in love with a wrong girl...and then they realise damn!..when i got love i ran away..when i aint getting any am just trying too hard to get 1...and i belong to that category of people...i got love many times...but just didn't realised it...i always wanted to have someone or always wanted to be in a serious relationship but my heart isn't meant for a serious thing..in the starting everything looks "just perfect"...but as i go further i realise damn! dis aint ma gal..then i break up...i've done 15 times??? dnt rememba...who cares..so getting back..i wrote this shit notes..thinking deeply..this love thing fcuk...it makes u senseless..as they "love is the seventh sense which destroys all the other senses"....dats damn true...and now when i read them its like is dat me??? really...i laugh at my self...i am damn happy being the kasanova....that's am meant to be...guess i only gonna be serious with ma wife...wohoooo...wife..lol

z...i ain't even adult..so happy being me..coz dis love its just not ma type...god bless to the people who fell in it..and am back to be me...kAsAnOvA...its great..but as they say there's someone for everyone..still waiting for her...love..lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

well what's wrong with me??? well don't no...anyways...feeling writing today..or typing..anyways..so il do that..well what i would like to tell is..i don't no..shit 4got...yeah got it..ready..well what i would like to tell is that for me love is all about talking to each other not that 24hrs but 1 houris all i want and then even that's not possible then whats the use...it increases the distances in a relationship..that spoils all the fun..well c'mon i aint a bloody doctor here to tell al this shit..so lets do it my way..Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.....within you I lose myself...without you I find myself....wanting to be lost again ...absence from whom we love is worse than death and frustrates hope severer than despair....to die and part is a less evil but to part and live there there is the torment...missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other...it's one day closer to the next time you will...and we only part to meet again...a goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again...missing you could turn from pain to pleasure...if I knew you were missing me too..I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long....If we're in each other's dreams...we can play together all night...

life...somtimes you think u've got it...and the very next second something happens which makes you all new..so its better to just live life how it comes to us...love is a nice feeling and great to be in..but only if u've found the right girl/guy...but if havn't and are still in one it hurts..anyways why am i talking in shit..who cares..life's game play it but play it large...i've finally found me..and i mean i've found who am really are...it wasn't that i dint know i was arahaan razzak...i knew it but what i've found now is i am someone...friend..family..

partner..cmon am too young to know about this things..i dont know what am writing or why am writing this..am just typing whats in my mind..it dont even make sense..but who cares until i understand it..i don't even know why i kept the titli the e.n.d and i don't even why there are full stops in between them...but it looks nice doesn't it...there's nothing but memories left abonded..ashes fell like snow..whats that?? am confused no wait may be i am not..may be i am...uhhhhh...do she realy love me? but sorry i still doubt...its not that i doubt ur love..i doubt coz v dnt talk much..u dnt reply..i need communication in relationship..u call me..i don't pick it up..coz i've got sumthng to do..i call u...u dnt answer it..ua angry???u dnt reply...may be am wrong...i love u baby..if u love someone and if they doesn't love you back the way u want them to..it doesn't mean they aint loving with all what they have..jaaneman...i love u in evryway that i can...and hope even u love me....

I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet,I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete.we started out as friends.It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin.This time it's different,It's all because of you,It's better than it's ever been 'Cause we can talk it through...my favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?".It's all you had to say to take my breath away.This is it,I finally found someone.Someone to share my life.I finally found the one, to be with every night 'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you.My life has just begun.I finally found someone,I finally found someone,. Did I keep you waiting, I didn't mind I apologize, baby, that's fine I would wait forever just to know you were mine. And I love your hair, sure it looks fine I love what you wear, isn't it the time?You're exceptional, I can't wait for the rest of my life Whatever I do, it's just got to be yo. My life has just begun I finally found someone...I would give up ev'rything.Before I'd separate myself from you.After so much suffering.I fin'ly found unvarnished truth.I was all by myself for the longest time,So cold inside.And the hurt from the heartache would not subside I felt like dying
Until you saved my life......

Love Aint Love If You Have To Question It...hmmm.... start of a new life for me...love never thought that existed..and even if it does never thought it would happen to me..this is for ma jaaneman...i've always dreamed of being with you..thought i might havnt seen you..but i always knew you existed within me..was just waiting for the right time to come out..i promise i wont leave you..as i said..i cant be the perfect hero..but i aint that bad either..am just me..you might not find me talkin to you the whole night am lazy..u wont find me telling all that romantic lines..am not romantic..but i promise..i aint gonna leave you..We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. two ears to listen but why only one heart? because the other was given to someone else for us to find.and i found you...meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over....we are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love....If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me!!...ma wish came true..

Sitting and watching the rain...somesays holding on is what makes you strong but sometimes just letting it go needs much strength...sometimes you take some people close to your heart very early..and i ask why?? why does it happens...it hurts like hell..why does that person doesn't take think as you think abt her..why??..nywayz..coming

back to rain..for the first time its looking a bit romantic...shit! what does love makes you...why does it happens..but my love is just a one sided..damn! dat hurts..but does that makes me stop loving her..NO..wel if i was the same arahaan..it would had surely made me stop..love teaches you patience..compromise..wel i've just learned this much..when i write this a line comes up in ma mind jumping to get out...love might not make your world upside down..but its surely worth taking the ride..i wish if i've had one wish to make i would wish that when i talk to her GOD please pause the time..i forget evrything...its just me and u gal..wish u could understand me..the problem might not be yours coz its me who cnt xpres ma slf..gal if i just get you i would never leave you..coz my love for u is true...wish you get it this time...wish..

hmm...writing afta a long time..lifes changed...n so am i...i just thought abt dis last night..i was wid ma frnds..n v were talking abt each other and then suddenly their comes a topic...love...c'mon why....i hate this thing...but then after aal ma freainds started hitting me..i joined them..so v started then slowly i realised it aint that bad as i think it is...but then i asked them if love does exist in this world..then were is mine...if there is someone for u...then where the hell is my girl..has she lost the way...or not interested..well so coming back to the topic...1 of my homie told me close your eyes n think about someone whom you love most...well c'mon dats shit how can i see someone...if i close my eyes...then after a long discussion and i again getting beaten up..i closed my eyes...n i saw someone...well i saw selena gomez,shruti hassan,anna popplewell,emma watson,mylies cyrus,megan fox,anushka sharma,priyanka chopra...yeah dats it...so is this love...shit...why am i even writing about it..see this thing makes you what u are not..but then..while i was on my bed i tried it once again..and this time i was really into it..nand this time i saw someone...but i gues shez not meant fr me...coz shez to good..i mean i cant even multitask..i am shit when comes to dating...i dnt know what to take wid girls...i am shy...i dnt even know whats romance..n she is opposite..damn..no but the whole night went by n i was thinking about her..n still doin the same..so does love exist??? advice plz...

writing this thing while listening to a song "hum kis gali ja rahe hai" ba atif aslam.......why do people go away when they love u so much....wel forget it....so whats life about???i dont care about the way everyone lives i make ma own destiny so do i make ma own life....i don't clean up ma wardrobe for months...i don't care.....i don't change ma bedsheets for months i don't care....i don't comb ma hair...i don't care...i don't carry a wallet i keep all ma money in ma pocket...i don't care...i wear what i like...i dress how i like...i don't care....i talk how i like what i like....i don't care....i behave how i like...i don't care...but tell me why the fucking hell others care abt dat...why do others care abt ma wardrobe...bedsheet...wall

et..clothes..dressing..attitude....why??? i don't care....so lifes all about being born..studying..working...earning...retiring...dying...i don't care...life's an adventure...i don't care...life's hell...i don't care...live like wat u want to..die like how u want to...life's not about earning money..life's about how u spend it...for me life's about living everything back....what you got..and achieving it again...who cares what u've got...the only thing people cares about is how u've got...but why do we need to cares about others...when we respect...believe..in our self...the world doesn't owe u anything its u who owes it everything...live for nothing and die for something...

addled, addlepated, confounded, confusional, muddle-headed helter-skelter, higgledy-piggledy, topsy-turvy, upside-down.addle, befuddle, bewilder, confound....in short confused....family,freinds

,love,trust,betrayal....dis is wat lyfz abt afta all..life really changes in short time of span...yesterday dint believed in love..today guess started believin in love...but..a big but...when u start running away from something why does it comes back and stands in front of u again and again..i don't wanna fall in love but its not really in ur hand isn't it??...fighting with past to save my life against future..learned something..nothing is dead until its burried..wat is this feeling..neva felt sumthin like this..life was so hollow without emotions...why?? i ask my self again and again..people says time heals everything..but wat if u dont want ua pain to be healed..ur better in living with the pain atleast u have something to live for..to fight for..to dream for..to die for..can we give our self another chance?? cmon wat d hell am i writing here..?? life...wat is this thing???u think u've understood and the very next second u find something thats completely new..and u dat very second u feel like u've born again...some times in life..everything sounds less..and looseless sounds more...sometimes in life...why do people die??? you know some time people just die coz they dont hav anything to live for..they start loosing everything their family,friends everyone..and at that time they ask themselfs why the hell am i living still...wats left more to loose..its not that they have lost everything its just that they have lost the reason..reason to live....

Well thought of writing sumthin witty..n..funny...but at dis tym nuthin is more imp den VOTING....wel yesterday during dinner at ma home v ver talkin abt different candidates standing from different constituencies from our city..n i asked ma ammi...dat who r u gonna vote n she told abt a reginiol party dat only suports our religion...though v belonged 2 family ver evry second person is in poltics n v r founders of dat regionial party..n den i asked ma ammi wats d reason n she told its simple its our party n it suports minority...i kept quiet...n den i thought it made me realise dat ppl havnt changed here..is it neccessary if v belong to a party do v hav 2 suport it????....n d answer dat came in ma mind was NO...v dnt hav to...our party hasnt done anythng gr8...infact it just uses d name of d religion for votes..am nt here 2 crticise any1...gettin back 2 d title..VOTE...today all d parties are behind d YOUTH of d country...v cry v critcise our politicians afta every elections why???...why do we do that i mean we were the one who elected them...we were the one who elected the leaders with criminal background..we were the one who elcted the leaders who were responsible for the communal riots...we were the one who elected the leaders who only visits their constituencies once in every 5 years just before the elections....and why do we still blame the leaders..why???its time that we stand and fight for the people....after 60 years of independence the worlds is watching us again...the worlds is watching how we decide our fate...the worlds watching do we reaaly mean what we say..are we really gonna be a superpower...its on us to decide whether we'll shrug shoulders and still keep blaming..each other abt our infrrastructure...our beauracacy...or we will VOTE the right leaders n change the nation...its time...the right time..fight for change..fight for equality...fight for the nation...the finger of question rises very early if sumthin is done wrong...we are ready to take out morchas and strikes very often we do that against politicians...we do that with great enthusiasm but do we have the same enthusiasm during elections....the answer is no...many would ask if i vote...but listen am still not eligible to vote i have 1 more year...to wait for VOTIN....its easy to blame others for their mistakes but difficult to count our own...VOTE for d nation u dream...

huh!!!...fuck u all...is dat wat we call attitude???nah...am srry sir but fuck ua slf..attitude...now wat does it xactly means...frm guy's view..it means how many girls u handle..how many girls u talk to..how many girls u date...lolz...strange..frm

a girls view..wel i dnt realy no gues u need 2 b girl 2 know dat...wel if a guy ignores a girl when she talks 2 u dats attitude n ven a girl ignores u ven u approach her shez termed as bithc...dats nt ryt guyz...wel attitude..its how u caary out ua self...its how u represent ua slf..its how u respect udrs...its how u show wat u really are widout telling anything..attitude includes evrythin from ur head to ur leg..from ur behaviour to ur eating habits....attitude does not only means how u talk but it also means how u keep quite n still tel wat u think is right..i aint a philosopher to tell wats attitude 2 any1 am just telling wat does it means 2 ME.....for me attitude is evrythin...wel for me attitude means d way i walk,i sleep,i eat,i drink,i see, et al...evry1 has an attitude evn a beggar has it..yeah he has it..ven u giv him a coin he givz it back 2 u n tell 2 giv him a dollar or a ruppee...now dats wat i call a attitude..abt girls attitude is nt d way u ignore guys or stop talkin 2 dem dats no aint bloody attitude..attitude is d way u tel dem 2 kgo away n come again later ua just nt intrstd in dem...d way u handle evrythin widout takin any tension...attitude is d way u live life...n let udrs live...attitude is d way u show repect 2 udrs around u...being difrnt is nt an attitude but being normal is an attitude...rememba " u look cool ven ua hot"..adieu..

u no sumtymz in life at some moment u dnt realy realise wat may inspire dats gonna change ua lyf 4eva n eva..2day while listening 2 d song "ye jo desh hai tera" frm SWADES...it brought tears 2 ma eyes...its not dat...i heard d song for d 1st tym..but d difrnc was i heard it frm heart ma soul heard d song nt me...ven i was a kid i wanted 2 b a pilot..ven i was in ma early teens i wantedd 2 b a sportsperson...ven i was 15 i wanted 2 b a actor..n now i want 2 b a human being..i want 2 b person who ppl look 2 respect 2..i want 2 b a POLITICIAN...want 2 serve ma country...i no its nt imp 2 join politics..2 serve d country...but its d best way 2 communicate 2 ppl...2 get 2 no abt dem...n for me politics is not s business...i dnt care abt being a MLA...MP..CM..OR PM...wat i want 2 b is person who ppl can call d person who made d ppl realise dat politics is more den a dirty business....i agree 2days politician take it as a job rather den a post 2 serve d country...i want 2 change d mindset..d youth of dis country wants 2 change evrythin wants 2 make INDIA a SUPERPOWER...but under dis leadership v cnt do dis...am nt sayin d whole GOVT is bad or d whole system is CORRUPTED...wat am sayin is clean d thng which is bad remove d corupted polticians...make a better place a better system a better GOVT...drz a funny thng i realised vel ven v go 2 anuda country v follow all d single bloody rules made bt d country...v dnt even spit on d roads...but ven v come 2 our own country INDIA verz d good human being gone??? did v left dr n came back??? dat sux...ven vr even scared2 pit on d roads dr den y d hell do v urinate here..ven v r afraid 2 xceed d speed limit den y d hell do v break speed limit here...ven v follow evry single rule dr den y d hell do v break evrysingle rule here...y???...if v dnt keep our own house clean den whose gonna do it???....

INDIA...ven dis name comes d only thng v get in our mind is population,religions,corru

ption,traffic,cricket n taj mahal...am nt here 2 tel abt how bad d country is or how good d country is coz evry individual has his own way of thnking n understandin sum myt agree sum myt not..but lemme tel wat i thnk..INDIA as they call land of opurtunities...today ven i went out in d trafic i thought of doin sumthin abt d trafic n den ven i saw d bus stop i thought of makin it more passenger frndly...ven i saw d d roads thought of doin sumthing 2 get rid of d pot holes..ven i saw d beggars thought of doin sumthing 2 erdicate poverty..ven i saw d guyz teasing gals thought of kickin der ass outa hell..n den wat i thought waz til ven was i just gonna think abt changin evrythin but doin nothin...its easy to blame udrs but difficult 2 c ur own mistakes..easy 2 fyt for ua slf but difficult 2 fyt for udrs...i want 2 join politics n ven i say dis 2 ma frnds dey lauf on me..n say 1 single men cant change INDIA..but dey dnt thnk if 1 single guy can win back a country widout violence..1 single man can demolish slavery...1 single mans idea can change a group of people into a country...1 single man can do evrythin if he WANTS TO..d YOUTH hmmm...2day d youth of d country wants 2 change evrythin frm d traffic 2 d government..2day youth wants jusice equality freedom...v dnt want guyz who fyr in d name of religion in d name of preservin a culture 2 b our leaders...dey rnt doin any gud but inspite destroyin d country frm with in...d youth wants power wants leaders wid no criminal background..v want leaders wid no religion descrimination..v want a free INDIA a true democratic india...free from d politicians ruled country...v can do dis if d youth wants dis...it aint an easy task..nut nuthin is imposible..am nt blamin our system if i do..den wats d difrnc between me n a uneducated guy...d both dnt no anythin just blame evry1 arnd dem..v need 2 do it on our own..by our own...but for evry1 for us for d country for d world..for our next generation so dat dey dnt thnk of goin 2 anuda country for education like we do...so dat dey dnt thnk 2 go 2 anuda country for a job..so dat dey dnt thnk 2 go 2 anuda country for a better life..its us who spoiled d country n its gonna b us whoz gonna make it d best...INDIA* widout d conditions apply...

i dnt giv a damn abt wat uda thnk abt me its me al abt me i live d way i like nt d way u like i dnt giv a fuck abt dem i like ma attitude problem am nt a philosopher but ppl thnk am dats gud i dnt care i say wat i like i like wat i say a lot of ppl ask me am i afraid of DEATH oh yeah hell am afraid of death i dnt wanna die yet a lot of thnk i worship devil i do all sort shit dey talk retarted shit abt me luk i cnt change way i am n i cnt change d way i thnk but if i offended u gud coz i stil dnt giv a FUCK abt it ma lyf ma rulz i dnt copy udrs nor do i need 2 i believe in wat i am n am proud of wat i am ma attitude i no many of u hav problm wid but attitude is wat GOD gave me in PERSONELL n u need 2 ask him abt dat i dnt care if ma blog is read ba thousand ppl or just read ba me coz i write for ma own nt fr udrs 2 read it i believe in learnin frm ma own mistakes nt d 1 dun ba udrs i write poems i write stories i write songs n i write abt me am nt an intelligent guy am wat i am a slf-obsesd guy i love ma slf n pity for doz whu duzt lev d way dey r n try 2 copy sum1 just bcoz d person dr followin is famous i dnt foolow d trend set ba udrs coz dats KILLS ua ORGINALITY b ua own trend seter no matter udr thnks am nt here 2 inspire ppl but 2 get inspired ba ma own slf u luk COOL ven ua HOT u just dnt need 2 act cool just 2 imprs sum1 act cool just 2 imprs ua slf. ...i get pissd ba d ppl who tend 2 cool just 2 luk difrnt in d crowd but dey dnt realise dey luk difrnt but end like actin like a fuckin jokers.....i dn giv a fuck...who showz attitude i hav ma own...n yeah hate bitches...FUCK OFF BITCH..u broke ma heart...n il break u..kiss ma ASS..

hmmm....hey evrybudy!!dis tym of year sUcKzzzzz n yeah evn fUcKzZzZzZ.....coz its xam tym...n i hate it...evry1s hate dat xcpt d toppers...n am sure am not 1 n i cant b not atleast in dis lyftym...so just saw a aplication called "nOtEs" n thought of importin ma BLOG....its abt me,me n me...n yeah abt ma frnds.....n abt ma gfrnds....wel a lot of ppl tel me am a multitalented person but am not...u cam term me as "a simple guy wid an extrordinary attitude,habits,.et al"..i love ma slf...n i hate ma slf for dat....am 2 gud 2 resist...am simple guy wid no problms...but i have attitude dat a lot of ppl thnks is over d top but listen...i do wat i like n i like wat i do but if i offended u gud coz i stil dnt giv a FUCK abt it.....i dnt bulshit ma slf....born wild n livin free.....i create paths ver dr r none...u no d only problm wid me is i follow ma own rules...n d only person i dnt mind loosin 2 is ma slf...n yeah nobody is perfct n am nobody....d only thng dats imposible is 2 b me..aTiTuDe is wat god gave me in personell...its ma identity n its ma freedom....am d gatekeeper of ma own destiny...n last thing i rspkt ppl who rspkt me...its ma choice how i liv life...