salaam etc.....,wel 2day aftr a long tym i was forcd 2 ryt by ma heart aftr a long tym realy long tym.so thinkin wat 2 post frm past 1 hour.................................wait got sumthin in mind,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yeah here it is,wel 2 say its jst a simple word college but it really means sumthing for me.It makes me feel like an adult a litle bigger then ma age it makes me feel responsible for wat am doing rather than blaming others it gives more freedom to choose ma lyf ma way it makes me feel good but also makes ma much aware of ma goals ma dreams ma lyf aftr a long tym ven i sat n started n thought a lil bit of ma lyf wat waz i doin were waz i standing wat waz i goin 2 do n it made me felt lyk i waz same from past 16 years just growing n dreaming n dreaming not making any efforts of acheiving it just thinkin it wil come 2 me dis phase or chapter of ma lyf d college part makes me much aware of the world makes me understand people around me much better. u find it difikult ven u r uzd 2 d safe n protcted atmosphere in skul espeialy frm ver i kum frm .When suddenly u realise that frm being a known student a captain a known personality in skul 2 just a role number in d college it felt like its a different world it makes u feel smaller but it depends on an individual personality whether u lyk 2 b known or not i lyk 2 b known i lyk evrybudy 2 luk at me i like evry1 to respect n i respect dem as an individual personality i like to b known for my wrk rather then for my talk somepeople like to b silent n some people like to be more open n i like to be open some people like to what they are n some people like to be more everyday n i like to be more to b greater then life image some people like to alwayz be wid d people they r wid for d whole lyftym not intrstd in making more freinds, n sumpeople like to get noticed by everyone n i like to be get noticed some people like to understand people for more time n some people like to make freinds n thenunderstand them as their frends n i like making freinds n them understanding them,some people like to be normal and some people think the only think u need to survive iz love n some people think the only u need to survive is monen and some people think to survive in this world is a bit of both n i think v need a bit of both sum people lyk to b normal n sum people lyk 2 be famous n i lyk to b famous i always wanted to be n alwayz will i guess dats wat i am................asta lavista

salaam n etc etc.wel thought of updatin it rather then keepin it n lettin it bkumin lyk a shit........ wel needed 2 say sumthin or needed 2 ryt sumthin dats sound more apropriate jst thought sumbudy wuld lyk 2 read ma blog enuf of old skul thngs updatin it n rytin it almost evrytym .During dis tym dats ma skul tym i kame 2 no wats frndship iz al about n at d same tym i kame 2 no wats betrayal n bein left alone ven u need a frnd iz al about am not komplainin or telin some secret am ain't doin any bulshit here jst telin wat i thought in past n wat i learned frm it n wat i am 2day.nvr thought of rytin dis kinda thing in ma blog in d kasanova'z blog but gues dats wat aftr al lyf about u kum 2 no sumthin new evry new second u live n survive on dis earth we r al sumthin but nun of uz r evrythin dats wat i think abt ma slf i thought lyf iz al about njoyin livinn evry moment n taking chances but its not d same for evry1 not atleast for me for me lyf iz al about understandin coz i believe evry1 iz here for sumthin n dey have 2 akumplish it by,with,or for sumthin lyf iz al about setting a goal n acheiving it atleast dats wat it is for me frnds dats 1 wrd which is enuf 2 stop a world war i thought ma lyf waz kumplete wid ma group of frnds but its alwayz not d sweet gud end u alwayz wish for in lyf evry1 has his/her lyf,dreams,goals,responsibility,much more.But as frnds u always forget dis things n concentrate much more in being 2geder now aftr i kame face 2 face 2 dis thing i realized dat evry1 has 2 kary on his/her lyf v alwayz thought v wuld b frnds for lyftym v nvr evn thought of getin away but dats wat lyfz about evry1 has moved on in der dffrnt lifes i nvr told any1 anythin jst talkd noemaly as i walwayz uzd but d tym waz dffrnt n d dayz iz dffrnt v r not d same old frnds v uzd 2 b v r dffrnt now widout evn knowing it v had changd v hav evolvd as an indivdual personality now ders sum misundrstandin among evry1 in d group no1 uz as same n wuld b mst of dem has fought n stop talkin wid sum1 inkludin me v nvr told anythin but d dffrncs ukrd n v al had problms now evry1 has der own group of frnds n evry1 njoyin der own lyf evn me dis new frnds r gr8 but old is alwayz gold n remixes is gud for sumtym .................................. 2 b kuntinued chow