Loneliness teaches us many things because that's the only time we are what we really are.When we really want something sometimes we have to swim a little deeper we can't give up just because things don't come easy we have to overcome the obstacles and face our fears. But in the end it will all be worth while..!! life is full of ups and downs but if we believe in ourselves we will always come through with flying colors. Value friendship. love, and faith never underestimate yourself and at the end believe in yourself. Life is not about proving other's wrong life is all about proving yourself that you can be what ever you wish to be. Remember original is always worth than a copy. It's not hard to be yourself we make it harder by trying to be what we are not just to impress someone else. Love yourself accept yourself forgive yourself and be good to yourself that's better than getting your heart broken by someone else.

Tu wahi ban jo tu hai,
tu wahi chaah jiski tujhe chaahat hai,
na kar fikar kisi or ki na rakh khabar kisi or ki,
tere saat marti sirf teri rooh hai to kya karna kisi or ka.

Aaya tha akele jayega akele,
milte hai raste mein kirdaar,
kayi dost to kayi dushwar,
chalte jaana hai chalte jaana hai.

lamba hai safar anjaana jai kaarwaan,
ayenge kayi anjaane dagar ayenge kayi anjaane mod,
tu darr mat tu rukh math jismein himmat hai wahi badte hai,
jismein chaah wahi sahi jeete hai.

jeena hai mujhe marne se pehle,
hasna hai mujhe jee bhar ke rone se pehle,
paana hai mujhe jiski chaah hai,
maut to aani hai ayegi milna hai mujhe ussey gale laga ke.

lekar jayenge kya yaha se,
laye the kya yaha pe,
reh jayega to sirf pyaar unke liye,
jinhe hum maante the wo hai sirf hamare liye.

mithi mein milna hai ek din,
raakh hona hai ek din,
koi rehta nahi hamesha ke liye,
sab chodkar jaana hai ek din.

jaane se pehle chodna hai nishaan,
jaane se pehle chodni hai yaadein,
chaahe achi ya buri par rahegi sada yahi,
banke logo ka gumnaam hissa sahi.

jeena hai mujhe marne se pehle,
hasna hai jee bhar ke rone se pehle,
paana hai jiski chaah hai,
mau to aani hai ayegi milna hai ussey gala laga ke mujhe.

I speak because i can.

You only know the true meaning of freedom when you achieve it. Freedom not only means to go where ever you want to it also means to find the places that were never found before. "Freedom" it's not just a 7 letter word it's something that defined the world many died for achieving it many died for preserving it. Some respect it and many don't. Freedom not only means to fly high in the sky it also means to stand in the ground in the middle of a riot and bringing peace in it. Because even villain get famous what separate a good from the bad is the goodness the good guy have.

The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.

With freedom we get responsibilities and consequences we never imagined the consequences depends on what we do in our life's. No one has achieved freedom in this world still because when you look at the birds even they are chained to the sky. You only has the power until you get caught doing something illegal.Freedom has its life in the hearts, the actions, the spirit of men and so it must be daily earned and refreshed.

The strange thing is nothing in the world is more difficult or more precious than to be able to decide.

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with the people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all life is too short to be anything but happy to wake up with regrets. Believe that everything happens for a reason if you get a chance take it if it changes your life let it nobody said life would be easy. Life is about trusting your feelings loosing and finding happiness appreciating the memories that made a part in your life and learning from the past and realizing people always change. But the struggles that you go through make you stronger and the changes make you wise and happiness has it's own way of taking it's sweet time at the end life is not how you take it but it's all about how you make it "JUST LIVE IT". It doesn't matter who you lost on your way because sometimes in order not to fall apart you have to let go what keeps you together. Life goes on always has always will with or without the people you love the most or hate the most. This is a world where people talk about each other and everyone lies and everyone tries to be something they're not and nobody can keep a secret and friendships that lasted forever were broken yeah well it's called LIFE. Remember in order to achieve something that you want to you have to that things you never did. Make your own path you'll be the owner of it. Take risks if you win you will be happy if you lose you will be wise. Don't give a shit about the people who talk behind your back. it simply means that you are two steps ahead. At the end nothing in the world is more common than unsuccessful people with talent.

standing in the middle of the tornado and thinking i'll survive,

walking on the volcano and hoping i'll make it,

smiling while taking bullets and wishing i'll make it out,

all alone in the war against the world and praying i'll defeat them.

thinking hoping wishing praying against the things even i know i can't beat them,

but still i know if i believe in my self and have faith on GOD i can walk out waving the flag,

kissing the sun dancing with fire playing with flashes and drinking wine with GOD,

i can do it all and still be on the ground.

i took all the shit the world had to offer me,

made agreement with the devil,

bribed angels,

but still at the end death played the bitchy part and had to give it all but legends never die they just live on with their legacy left behind.

my life nothing short of a roller coaster ride,

but with a difference no ups only down straight to ground,

crashed burned rised up again defeating all the odds,

because only when villains get outa control heroes are born.

nobody ask their life to change but it does,

you only know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you got left,

heaven is where i was born and sky is where i grew up the world is my home and sun is where i go for a walk.

open the gates to the road which leads to no where,

let me just fall down from the cliff and get freedom from my self,

when i open my eyes for the next time let me see heaven,

when i stand for the next time let me be my self.

Raatein hai ye kithni haseen,
lagta hai kuch haasil hoga abhi,
bechain dil hai,
aahatein hai hulchul se bhari.

tadap hai anjaani,
samah begaana hai,
jo lagta tha sab pata hai,
aaj unse hi nadaan hai hum.

aasmaan mein ghar hai,
zameen pe utarte hai kabhi,
baarisho mein jhoomte hai,
chandni se khelte hai kabhi.

taaro se dosti hai,
farishte milte hai kabhi,
baitkar kehte hai humse,
chalo sair karke ayenge kahi.

anjaan hai sab,
par lagta behtar hai,
pata nahi kyu jaanta nahi kuch,
par lagta sab sach hai..

This one is for me..

What am i???deep down i think hard about it..what am i to me??my purpose for life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience..am selfish, am mean, am hard at times, am just me, am moody, i tend to over react a lot of times, i can only see the glass is half empty when it is, am not a pessimist not even an optimist i hardly knows the difference between the two..and the end of the day am just me..take me as i am or watch me as i leave..after all i am human not a master piece..and yeah i rhyme even in the most shit situation like a did couple of words back..i am all that's left of a bizarre childhood..i can see beauty where other's see ugliness that either makes me a artist or a person with poor taste...for me no matter how the road is because even if the path is little blurry i keep walking because i know someday i'll focus in. when i know what i want then the picture of my life will be crystal clear i just can't give up..my life is interesting because of the mistakes i've done it made me realise how stupid i can make and when you laugh at your self you can do anything..no one understands me better than me and i don't want anyone else to..it's their own risk which i cannot stop them from taking to..i am me..the life i live is for me not other's to question about or me to answer them..i am greedy because i know i deserve the best..the people who hates me motivates me the most..the worst mistake for me anyone can do make is being too afraid to make one..our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate our deepest fear is that we are powerful than we can imagine it is our light not our darkness that most frighten us we ask ourselves , who am i to be brilliant actually who are you not to be??your playing small does not serve the world their is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you we are all meant to shine as children do it's not just in some of us..it's in everyone and as we let our own light shine we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fear our presence automatically liberates other's..at the end..

fall in love or fall in hate,
get inspired or be depressed,
ace a test or flunk a class,
make babies or make art,
speak the truth or lie and cheat,
dance on the table or sit in the corner,
be the spotlight or make someone,
life is divine chaos, embrace it,
forgive your self, breath,
just enjoy the ride..

for me~~~

sometimes we get inspired by the things we never thought we would..we can't wish to keep something that we never had..i like talking about life it makes me feel good..or do i say i talk about life only when i feel good..but what ever it is..i get inspired i make people feel inspired i wish i pray i cry i smile i live i die every moment that passes by bring a whole new story with it which you only realize after the moment has gone..if we could really pause life than we would had a life which we cannot imagine..as they say life is not rehearsal..we all die the goal isn't to live forever but to create something that will live forever.. so no matter what you do no matter how you do..what matter most is you DO because even the most notorious human is remembered do what something what you're happy in because when you do something you like doing the best comes out of you..we were never asked to born but we were because life always doesn't give you choices sometimes the choices lies with in you you just have to find it and no one can do it for you but only you i write this notes i write poems not for anyone else but for my self because sometime when i sit down and cry and curse GOD of sending me down earth i read them and it makes me realise am not that weak i write them to inspire my self to make my self believe in me..you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, remember what you had, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, but remember life GOES ON......