Sunday, May 16, 2010

i love the feeling of an unknown in a new city..i love the feeling of being unknown in the middle of 1000 people..i love the feeling of being an unknown and do what u want and still not get noticed...i take my time i don't live too fast troubles come & i also know they will pass...no i am not a philosopher nor do i teach about life..i've not runaway and lived in a forest..i've not walked a thousand miles to realise what lies within me..but yes i've understood what life is just because i've thought about it a lil bit harder than other's..i've found what lies inside me coz i wanted to..i am just an 18 year old guy who do what everyone else at my age does..but at the end of the day i sit back in my room i look up towards the sky from my window sill and i realise the whole world is moving and am standing still..i look at the stars and think about the people i meet..i look at the moon and think about the love i get..then i try to find out why i exist..??? to be what everyone is..to do what everyone do..then i get an answer and it says NO..i don't want to be different i don't want to be everything but i want to be something..i don't want to make anyone proud but my self..i want to walk those thousand miles..i want to live in the forest and search GOD in it..i want to just keep on moving coz for me life is a caravan and i am on a journey..journey of life..a search of destiny a search of peace not in the world but in the heart because when your calm from inside no one can shake you from outside..no this aint a philosophy but my life story..it might not make sense well for a lot of people even i don't..i don't cry for the people who leave me coz i know they were meant to..i don't cry for love coz i know if it exists in this world then it also does for me..i don't get cry when am hurt..coz u don't always get happiness if you did then life would had been boring..but i sometimes i get sad when someone i love the most doesn't understand me the way i want them to but then i realise i have me my own best friend..never cry if something doesn't go according the way you wanted it to because one day your life will flash before your eyes make sure it's worth watching..and remember...

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning but anyone can start today and can make a new ending..

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