This poem is one of the closest to my heart..every line has got the feelings that i was going through at the time i wrote it..

Living a life which i always regret,
taking a breath which i wish i never had,
praying to GOD to end this misery,
praying to GOD to end me.

An existence equal to nothing,
a life time which includes nothing but agony,
a broken man with a broken heart,
a life ripped apart.

Tears is all that's left,
smile don't even remember if ever it was their,
happiness a word once heard but never saw,
sadness is all that i got.

I never wished to live,
but still have to,
not weak enough to kill my self though.

Hope is what that holds me,
hope is what that i have with me,
hope of a better survival,
hope of a better tomorrow.

The sunlight that falls on my face,
the rain drop that takes away my thirst,
the wind that plays with me,
DEATH the only thin i wait to meet.