a stroy of a heart broken~

No matter what happens today tomorrow it will be a past just to look back at it and just to remember the things you were put through..it's easy to say life goes on but what if all you want is to live in the past..because past is where i was most happy because past is where i had what i wanted..because past is where i had you..it's easy to say just move on when all you want is to wait for someone in hope they will come by and say "i know i fucked up!"...it's hard to say goodbye when you don't want to..it's hard to say goodbye when you've got nothing much to do but just to see the person you love the most go away..it's hard when i see you smile and then i know that smile isn't for me..it's hard when i see you holding hand and that's not mine..i go to the place's we did and i sit their crying not because i love like i did but because i know i won't get a chance to hurt you like you did t..the memories that were burned deep inside my heart come back to haunt me to destroy me..to take back a little bit of life that i've got left it's not easy to live like this it's not easy to get hurt every single second you live being alone is much better then being with someone who keep bringing you down..but now why do i cry when you can't hear me anymore..why do i miss you when you don't miss me anymore..why do i still want to die for you when i know you don't even care if am dead or alive..may be that's what separate us..i never changed my love for you but you changed me for someone else..never forget someone for something because that something might leave you but that someone will always be their for you..