aRAhAaN'S:~d WoRlD i C...iS bEaUtIfUl...

2010-09-12T12:05:00.001-07:00

Sometimes in life we all sit down near the window watching the rain fall down and we think about all that went by, our past, the people that were a part of it, the people that laughed with us in our happiness, and gave their to shoulder to us to cry upon. But life changes as the sun rises up and you have a new story to unfold-to read and to live.

Be with the people who you want to be with, not with someone the world wants to be with. I'd rather laugh with sinners than cry with saints, because I know I am not good enough for the company of saints. I know I’d spoil them. Or worse: I’d become one.

Time changes; it never stops.

For someone who never has and never will, never hate the times you failed. These are the times you show the world that failures don't define you. They make you stronger…

Life is about being yourself. Someone only you can be. Someone only you can trust. Someone only you can understand. Someone who’s unlike everyone else. Someone who doesn't copy others to look the same. You are you. That's what defines you. Be yourself. It doesn't matter whom you’re going to satisfy, what matters most is that by the end of the day you'll b happy and not afraid that you’ll be called a mimic.

Dream more while you are awake because those are the dreams that come true as you know the reality around you. Dreams aren't supposed to be big in size but they should be big in honesty.

You must remember happiness is the journey, not the destination. And if you wish to live wisely, ignore what others have to say-even this note-because it is based solely on my way of thinking, not yours.

Life passes by while most people are busy making grand plans for it.

2010-09-12T12:04:00.000-07:00

I wan't to hold your hand and walk a mile,

don't want to miss u,even a while

my life is so beautiful coz

baby it's you..my life..

hug me for my worriesto die,

my tears to dry and

my loneliness to fly.

it hurts me to know,

how i sometimes can be a little selfish,

when it comes to you.

i am getting sentimental over you..!!

for god sake explain me why all these.

I miss you every moment of the day,

i keep me awake just to listen you,

i keep me empty just for you to fill,

i keep me alive just to see you.

my mornings miss you,

my evenings seeks you,

where were you all these years,

y u weren there to wipe my tears.

Fear of future is worse that pain of the past,

still i bother the least coz u r there.

even seconds are too long to miss you,

i wan't to hold your hand && walk a mile

don't want to miss you even a while..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-21T02:04:00.001-07:00

Every end is the beginning of a new journey..journey of finding the what's unknown to us a journey of finding what lies beneath our egos' overconfidence and selfishness...sometimes when he wind fly away around my face it makes me realise the life passes in the same way but what have we done it makes me ask my self have i done something that i can be proud of have i done something when the GOD ask's me i can say him yes i have..it makes me think what the life that i have spend means to me..i go on the roads that's less traveled i swim against the stream i dream to fly i dream to dream and before i die i wish to live..to spend my every breath in doing what i want to...to look around to a world where i wake up with a smile and to world where hatred is an unknown word where people are afraid to cheat and lie...to a world where our thought''s are our wings to a world where our dreams are the gates to haven..and to a world where people believe that when you do good good things happen..a dream so away from reality but nothing wrong in dreaming and working for it to come true there is nothing more powerful than believing in your dream..it gives you the power to dream more and dream are not which you see when you sleep but dream are something which doesn't let you sleep..

2010-06-22T12:52:00.000-07:00

Loneliness teaches us many things because that's the only time we are what we really are.When we really want something sometimes we have to swim a little deeper we can't give up just because things don't come easy we have to overcome the obstacles and face our fears. But in the end it will all be worth while..!! life is full of ups and downs but if we believe in ourselves we will always come through with flying colors. Value friendship. love, and faith never underestimate yourself and at the end believe in yourself. Life is not about proving other's wrong life is all about proving yourself that you can be what ever you wish to be. Remember original is always worth than a copy. It's not hard to be yourself we make it harder by trying to be what we are not just to impress someone else. Love yourself accept yourself forgive yourself and be good to yourself that's better than getting your heart broken by someone else.

Tu wahi ban jo tu hai,
tu wahi chaah jiski tujhe chaahat hai,
na kar fikar kisi or ki na rakh khabar kisi or ki,
tere saat marti sirf teri rooh hai to kya karna kisi or ka.

Aaya tha akele jayega akele,
milte hai raste mein kirdaar,
kayi dost to kayi dushwar,
chalte jaana hai chalte jaana hai.

lamba hai safar anjaana jai kaarwaan,
ayenge kayi anjaane dagar ayenge kayi anjaane mod,
tu darr mat tu rukh math jismein himmat hai wahi badte hai,
jismein chaah wahi sahi jeete hai.

2010-06-17T10:39:00.001-07:00

jeena hai mujhe marne se pehle,
hasna hai mujhe jee bhar ke rone se pehle,
paana hai mujhe jiski chaah hai,
maut to aani hai ayegi milna hai mujhe ussey gale laga ke.

lekar jayenge kya yaha se,
laye the kya yaha pe,
reh jayega to sirf pyaar unke liye,
jinhe hum maante the wo hai sirf hamare liye.

mithi mein milna hai ek din,
raakh hona hai ek din,
koi rehta nahi hamesha ke liye,
sab chodkar jaana hai ek din.

jaane se pehle chodna hai nishaan,
jaane se pehle chodni hai yaadein,
chaahe achi ya buri par rahegi sada yahi,
banke logo ka gumnaam hissa sahi.

jeena hai mujhe marne se pehle,
hasna hai jee bhar ke rone se pehle,
paana hai jiski chaah hai,
mau to aani hai ayegi milna hai ussey gala laga ke mujhe.

2010-06-17T02:35:00.000-07:00

I speak because i can.

You only know the true meaning of freedom when you achieve it. Freedom not only means to go where ever you want to it also means to find the places that were never found before. "Freedom" it's not just a 7 letter word it's something that defined the world many died for achieving it many died for preserving it. Some respect it and many don't. Freedom not only means to fly high in the sky it also means to stand in the ground in the middle of a riot and bringing peace in it. Because even villain get famous what separate a good from the bad is the goodness the good guy have.

The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.

With freedom we get responsibilities and consequences we never imagined the consequences depends on what we do in our life's. No one has achieved freedom in this world still because when you look at the birds even they are chained to the sky. You only has the power until you get caught doing something illegal.Freedom has its life in the hearts, the actions, the spirit of men and so it must be daily earned and refreshed.

The strange thing is nothing in the world is more difficult or more precious than to be able to decide.

2010-06-16T09:54:00.000-07:00

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with the people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all life is too short to be anything but happy to wake up with regrets. Believe that everything happens for a reason if you get a chance take it if it changes your life let it nobody said life would be easy. Life is about trusting your feelings loosing and finding happiness appreciating the memories that made a part in your life and learning from the past and realizing people always change. But the struggles that you go through make you stronger and the changes make you wise and happiness has it's own way of taking it's sweet time at the end life is not how you take it but it's all about how you make it "JUST LIVE IT". It doesn't matter who you lost on your way because sometimes in order not to fall apart you have to let go what keeps you together. Life goes on always has always will with or without the people you love the most or hate the most. This is a world where people talk about each other and everyone lies and everyone tries to be something they're not and nobody can keep a secret and friendships that lasted forever were broken yeah well it's called LIFE. Remember in order to achieve something that you want to you have to that things you never did. Make your own path you'll be the owner of it. Take risks if you win you will be happy if you lose you will be wise. Don't give a shit about the people who talk behind your back. it simply means that you are two steps ahead. At the end nothing in the world is more common than unsuccessful people with talent.

2010-06-16T04:56:00.001-07:00

standing in the middle of the tornado and thinking i'll survive,

walking on the volcano and hoping i'll make it,

smiling while taking bullets and wishing i'll make it out,

all alone in the war against the world and praying i'll defeat them.

thinking hoping wishing praying against the things even i know i can't beat them,

but still i know if i believe in my self and have faith on GOD i can walk out waving the flag,

kissing the sun dancing with fire playing with flashes and drinking wine with GOD,

i can do it all and still be on the ground.

i took all the shit the world had to offer me,

made agreement with the devil,

bribed angels,

but still at the end death played the bitchy part and had to give it all but legends never die they just live on with their legacy left behind.

my life nothing short of a roller coaster ride,

but with a difference no ups only down straight to ground,

crashed burned rised up again defeating all the odds,

because only when villains get outa control heroes are born.

nobody ask their life to change but it does,

you only know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you got left,

heaven is where i was born and sky is where i grew up the world is my home and sun is where i go for a walk.

open the gates to the road which leads to no where,

let me just fall down from the cliff and get freedom from my self,

when i open my eyes for the next time let me see heaven,

when i stand for the next time let me be my self.

2010-06-14T07:48:00.001-07:00

Raatein hai ye kithni haseen,
lagta hai kuch haasil hoga abhi,
bechain dil hai,
aahatein hai hulchul se bhari.

tadap hai anjaani,
samah begaana hai,
jo lagta tha sab pata hai,
aaj unse hi nadaan hai hum.

aasmaan mein ghar hai,
zameen pe utarte hai kabhi,
baarisho mein jhoomte hai,
chandni se khelte hai kabhi.

taaro se dosti hai,
farishte milte hai kabhi,
baitkar kehte hai humse,
chalo sair karke ayenge kahi.

anjaan hai sab,
par lagta behtar hai,
pata nahi kyu jaanta nahi kuch,
par lagta sab sach hai..

2010-06-14T07:47:00.003-07:00

This one is for me..

What am i???deep down i think hard about it..what am i to me??my purpose for life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience..am selfish, am mean, am hard at times, am just me, am moody, i tend to over react a lot of times, i can only see the glass is half empty when it is, am not a pessimist not even an optimist i hardly knows the difference between the two..and the end of the day am just me..take me as i am or watch me as i leave..after all i am human not a master piece..and yeah i rhyme even in the most shit situation like a did couple of words back..i am all that's left of a bizarre childhood..i can see beauty where other's see ugliness that either makes me a artist or a person with poor taste...for me no matter how the road is because even if the path is little blurry i keep walking because i know someday i'll focus in. when i know what i want then the picture of my life will be crystal clear i just can't give up..my life is interesting because of the mistakes i've done it made me realise how stupid i can make and when you laugh at your self you can do anything..no one understands me better than me and i don't want anyone else to..it's their own risk which i cannot stop them from taking to..i am me..the life i live is for me not other's to question about or me to answer them..i am greedy because i know i deserve the best..the people who hates me motivates me the most..the worst mistake for me anyone can do make is being too afraid to make one..our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate our deepest fear is that we are powerful than we can imagine it is our light not our darkness that most frighten us we ask ourselves , who am i to be brilliant actually who are you not to be??your playing small does not serve the world their is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you we are all meant to shine as children do it's not just in some of us..it's in everyone and as we let our own light shine we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fear our presence automatically liberates other's..at the end..

fall in love or fall in hate,
get inspired or be depressed,
ace a test or flunk a class,
make babies or make art,
speak the truth or lie and cheat,
dance on the table or sit in the corner,
be the spotlight or make someone,
life is divine chaos, embrace it,
forgive your self, breath,
just enjoy the ride..

for me~~~

2010-06-14T07:47:00.001-07:00

sometimes we get inspired by the things we never thought we would..we can't wish to keep something that we never had..i like talking about life it makes me feel good..or do i say i talk about life only when i feel good..but what ever it is..i get inspired i make people feel inspired i wish i pray i cry i smile i live i die every moment that passes by bring a whole new story with it which you only realize after the moment has gone..if we could really pause life than we would had a life which we cannot imagine..as they say life is not rehearsal..we all die the goal isn't to live forever but to create something that will live forever.. so no matter what you do no matter how you do..what matter most is you DO because even the most notorious human is remembered do what something what you're happy in because when you do something you like doing the best comes out of you..we were never asked to born but we were because life always doesn't give you choices sometimes the choices lies with in you you just have to find it and no one can do it for you but only you i write this notes i write poems not for anyone else but for my self because sometime when i sit down and cry and curse GOD of sending me down earth i read them and it makes me realise am not that weak i write them to inspire my self to make my self believe in me..you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, remember what you had, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, but remember life GOES ON......

2010-05-16T10:46:00.001-07:00

i love the feeling of an unknown in a new city..i love the feeling of being unknown in the middle of 1000 people..i love the feeling of being an unknown and do what u want and still not get noticed...i take my time i don't live too fast troubles come & i also know they will pass...no i am not a philosopher nor do i teach about life..i've not runaway and lived in a forest..i've not walked a thousand miles to realise what lies within me..but yes i've understood what life is just because i've thought about it a lil bit harder than other's..i've found what lies inside me coz i wanted to..i am just an 18 year old guy who do what everyone else at my age does..but at the end of the day i sit back in my room i look up towards the sky from my window sill and i realise the whole world is moving and am standing still..i look at the stars and think about the people i meet..i look at the moon and think about the love i get..then i try to find out why i exist..??? to be what everyone is..to do what everyone do..then i get an answer and it says NO..i don't want to be different i don't want to be everything but i want to be something..i don't want to make anyone proud but my self..i want to walk those thousand miles..i want to live in the forest and search GOD in it..i want to just keep on moving coz for me life is a caravan and i am on a journey..journey of life..a search of destiny a search of peace not in the world but in the heart because when your calm from inside no one can shake you from outside..no this aint a philosophy but my life story..it might not make sense well for a lot of people even i don't..i don't cry for the people who leave me coz i know they were meant to..i don't cry for love coz i know if it exists in this world then it also does for me..i don't get cry when am hurt..coz u don't always get happiness if you did then life would had been boring..but i sometimes i get sad when someone i love the most doesn't understand me the way i want them to but then i realise i have me my own best friend..never cry if something doesn't go according the way you wanted it to because one day your life will flash before your eyes make sure it's worth watching..and remember...

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning but anyone can start today and can make a new ending..

2010-05-16T10:45:00.004-07:00

Kahi aisi ek duniya thi,
jaha hum tum rehte the,
khushi or hasi saath thi,
gham ki na koi baat thi.

badalo pe chalte the,
chandni se kehte the,
humein kitna pyaar hai,
dil to ab azaad hai.

hawao ke sang udte the,
baarisho mein jhoomte the,
haaton mein haat liye,
sitaro par jaakar bait te the.

aankhon mein tumhari dekh kar,
hum tumse ye kehte the,
humein kithna pyaar hai tumse,
ab to ikraar hai tumhi se.

fir na jaane kya hua,
aankh khuli to tumko khoya,
humne aisi khata ki,
jo humko ye tanhayi mili.

ab yaha par akela hu,
bas yaadon mein khoya khoya,
na jane kaha wo duniya hai,
na jane kaha ab tum ho.

par ab bhi humko yaad hai,
madhoshi ka wo aalam tha,
sirf tum or hum the or tha pyaar,
kaise hum jeethe or fir tumse ye kehte the.

humein kithna pyaar hai,
tumhi se to ikraar hai,
dil ki ab pukaar hai,
chahe jithni bhi door hai tumhi se to pyaar hai....

2010-05-16T10:45:00.003-07:00

I don't know why am writing this but something in my heart tells me to..

the thing we've always heard "life is what you have with you.."
that's not correct not for me..life is what you make it..life is like an open land it's on you to grow a forest on it or to make a shopping mall..

i've got no one on my side though they are many people who tells they are always with me but the fact is their is no with you all the time because at sometime everyone has to leave..your life is not tied with anyone and people come into your life just to leave someday it doesn't mean they are bad it just means their part in your life is over..you just have to move thinking you will find someone better this time with a hope in your heart..because is all about taking chances and it's better not to count how many you took..no matter what happen's today tomorrow it will be a past..no matter how much people hurt you one day you will smile no matter how much it rains the sun will come not because it want's to but it has to..love is what you expect from people but true love starts from within when you really love your self and be happy with what you have that the best comes out of you because you know you've got only yourself to prove and you've got only yourself to beat..dream, hope, believe and learn to fall..only those knows how success tastes who fell while climbing the ladder..dream what you want to..hope what u think hope..believe what you can...because at some moment life has an the end..

2010-05-16T10:45:00.001-07:00

Don't blame gravity for u falling in love...

yes! i am in love,
yes! my heart has been sold,
i am in love with the girl in my dream,
i am in love with the girl who only loves me.

yes!my heart has been taken away,
yes! my heart is not mine now anyway,
love is what i have now,
the only girl i wish to be with is mine now.

i don't ask for anything now,
i don't need to find anything now,
i've got what i wished for,
i've got you on my side now.

you're all i want,
you're all i need,
you're everything i dream,
you're the reason i breath.

nothing is beautiful than when your around me,
nothing is pure when you say you love me,
nothing is sweeter when you kiss me,
nothing is precious when am holding your hand.

it's you that i survive for,
it's you that i live for,
it's you that holds me now,
it's you that i want to be with.

2010-05-16T10:44:00.004-07:00

Hai kaaton bhari ye zindagi,
dard bhari ye jaan hai,
jeena to bas naam ka hai,
hum to chalti firti laash hai.

Gham ki lehre behti hai dil mein,
aankhon mein aansu ka toofan hai,
ab to sirf aah nikalti hai,
khushi to yaha gumnaam hai.

Hai zindagi ye dushman hamari,
hum to iske na farmaan hai,
zinda to baas naam ko hai,
rooh to hamari jism se azaad hai.

aankhon mein hai gham bhara,
ab to saans lena hi jeene ka bahana hai,
lad rahe hai is badnaam zindagi se,
maut bhi humse dushwaar hai.

Na koi hai saat dene ko,
na koi hai paas lene ko.
bardaasht karna hai apne aap mein,
ab to har kadam hamara gunaah hai.

Hai khuda bhi wo rutha humse,
pata nahi kyu humse hi sab anjaan hai,
ab to saans lena hi jeene ka bahana hai,
hum to kabse murdo mein shumaar hai.

2010-05-16T10:44:00.003-07:00

This poem is one of the closest to my heart..every line has got the feelings that i was going through at the time i wrote it..

Living a life which i always regret,
taking a breath which i wish i never had,
praying to GOD to end this misery,
praying to GOD to end me.

An existence equal to nothing,
a life time which includes nothing but agony,
a broken man with a broken heart,
a life ripped apart.

Tears is all that's left,
smile don't even remember if ever it was their,
happiness a word once heard but never saw,
sadness is all that i got.

I never wished to live,
but still have to,
not weak enough to kill my self though.

Hope is what that holds me,
hope is what that i have with me,
hope of a better survival,
hope of a better tomorrow.

The sunlight that falls on my face,
the rain drop that takes away my thirst,
the wind that plays with me,
DEATH the only thin i wait to meet.

2010-05-16T10:44:00.001-07:00

Kya hai meri kahani??
sochu yahi..
haaton ki lakeere bhi mith hai gayi,
kismat to shayad likhi hi nahi gayi thi.

Apne to kabhi the hi nahi,
akela tha, akela hu,
par tanha nahi,
tanhayi hai saat banke humrahi har ghadi.

Mero kahani hai anokhi badi,
sirf main khud hu banke har kirdaar har kahi,
zindagi meri ajeeb hai,
kehti hai zinda hu, bin rooh hi sahi.

Aankhe hai sookh gayi,
dekh kar ghum har kahi,
chalta rehta hu ye sochkar,
badlegi zindagi kabhi.

Hogi rehmat hum par bhi kabhi,
hongey koi hamare bhi kabhi.

Meri kaha likhni hai mujhe,
thodi khushi dekhni hai mujhe,
aaj lakeere utarni hai mujhe,
aaj kismat banani hai mujhe.

2010-05-16T10:43:00.000-07:00

hai aaj mujhe mile hai pankh,
ab mujhe udne do,
hai aaj mujhe mile hai pankh,
ab jake sakoon se rehne do.

kaid tha main duniya ki rasmon mein,
ab mujhe aasman mein udne do,
darta tha apne aap se is duniya se,
ab mujhe har khwaish poori karne do.

har manzil har chaah haasil karne do,
darta nahi ab girne se,
girke to utha hu ab,
ab mujhe udne do.

darta nahi ab kuch naya karne se,
dil ki har muraad poori karne do,
aaj mujhe mile hain pankh,
ab mujhe udne do.

todne do zanjeere,
jo baandi thi is zalim duniya ne,
todne do kasme,
jo khilayi thi beganey hue apno ne.

mujhe aaj apne aap ko,
ek nayi pehchaan dene do,
mujhe todne do apne banaye waham ko,
karne do apni marzi se jeene do apni chaah se.

aaj mujhe mile hain pankh,
us khuda se milne do..
milne do..

2010-05-16T10:42:00.005-07:00

beete hue pal they kithne haseen,
lagta tha sab hai haasil par ab kuch bi nai,
sirf yaadein banke dard khoyi hai kahi.

beete hue pal jab aye yaad,
unke saat aye wo log khaas,
jinke saharey hum jeete the,
or aaj ye bi pata nahi kaise hai,
fir kabhi milenge ya nahi.

wo hasna hasana,
wo ruthna manana,
wo ladayi ek ki par sab jakar ladhna,
wo ek udaas hona or sab milke usey hasana.

jab wo pal yaad aye,
aankhon se aansu nikal aye,
wo kasme yaad aye jo khayi thi saath rehne ki,
par saari rehgayi adhuri tooti bihkri padhi kahi.

ab alag hai manzil,
alag hai raaste,
sabke alag hai sapne,
jinhe karne hai haasil,

dil dhadakta hai ab bhi unke liye,
aise kaise bhool jaye,
unhe jo bane they ek doosre ke liye.

hai waqt alag naya daur hai,
jo the log ab wo kuch or hai,
fir bhi ek aas hai dil mein kahi,
milenge milenge fir hum sab kabhi.

2010-05-16T10:42:00.003-07:00

jo hai khuda mujko bata,
tune mujhe bheja hai kyu??
duniya badi zaalim hai ye,
seedha koi tikta nahi.

sab hi yaha anjaan hai,
tere naam se gumnaam hai,
pathar yaha sab banke firte hai,
mohabbat ya anjaan hai.

mere khuda kya main karu,
tere liye hi to main jiyu,
dil ki tu hi to aas hai,
meri har saans ab tere naam hai.

manzil meri dikhti nahi,
tujpe hi to ab meri jaan hai,
jeete yaha sab apne liye,
ek doosre se sab pareshaan hai.

mere khuda de tu salah,
kya main karu de mashwara,
inke liye kya hai sahi,
inha na kuch pata.

tujpe hi ab sab kuch hai padha,
bacha tu sabse aye humnawaaz,
meri mohabbat hai tere liye,
tere liye hi to har saans hai.

2010-05-16T10:42:00.001-07:00

a stroy of a heart broken~

No matter what happens today tomorrow it will be a past just to look back at it and just to remember the things you were put through..it's easy to say life goes on but what if all you want is to live in the past..because past is where i was most happy because past is where i had what i wanted..because past is where i had you..it's easy to say just move on when all you want is to wait for someone in hope they will come by and say "i know i fucked up!"...it's hard to say goodbye when you don't want to..it's hard to say goodbye when you've got nothing much to do but just to see the person you love the most go away..it's hard when i see you smile and then i know that smile isn't for me..it's hard when i see you holding hand and that's not mine..i go to the place's we did and i sit their crying not because i love like i did but because i know i won't get a chance to hurt you like you did t..the memories that were burned deep inside my heart come back to haunt me to destroy me..to take back a little bit of life that i've got left it's not easy to live like this it's not easy to get hurt every single second you live being alone is much better then being with someone who keep bringing you down..but now why do i cry when you can't hear me anymore..why do i miss you when you don't miss me anymore..why do i still want to die for you when i know you don't even care if am dead or alive..may be that's what separate us..i never changed my love for you but you changed me for someone else..never forget someone for something because that something might leave you but that someone will always be their for you..

2010-04-13T14:21:00.002-07:00

kehte hai faasle taye kiye jate hai,
kehte hai lakeere keechi jaat hai,
faasle khatam bhi hote hai,
lakeere mitayi bhi jaat hai,

had to hum khud banate hai,
or had todi bhi jati hai,
khudko rok mat kuch karne se,
shayad acha ho,
khudko rok mat dar se,
shayad tu gham se azaad ho.

log kehte hai kehne de,
unka kaam hai kehna,
to sunata rahe teri sada,
jinko sunna hai sunega.

zindagi faaslo se taye kiye nahi jati,
na lakeero se badli jaati hai,
zindagi to ek sapna hai,
jo jee bhar ke jiye jaati hai.

kar har muraad poori,
kar har khaweish poori,
zindagi rukti nahi tere liye,
jo karna hai haasil karle sabhi.

2010-04-13T14:21:00.001-07:00

zindagi kithni ajeeb hai,
do pal ka safar kehta hai,
par har kadam pe ek nayi kahani hai.

kahani jo chalti rehti hai,
kahani ji badalti rehti hai,
naye kirdaar hai kahi,
naye sawaal hai kahi.

jo chaho wo milta nahi,
jo na chaho wo milta hai,
jo ho wo pasand nahi,
jo na ho khaweish usi ki hai.

dil ki kahani bi ajeeb hai,
mohabbato se ye naseeb hai,
jispe ajaye wahi ruk jaye,
jab tak na mile tab tak har pal bekarar hai.

umeed hai aas hai,
lagta hai dil mein koi khaas hai,
aankhe gumnaam hai,
saansein anjaan hai,
dil ki dhadkanon se ab to hum bhi pareshaan hai.

zindagi ajeeb hai, har pal shareer hai,
zindagi ajeeb hai, har saans khushnaseeb hai

2010-04-13T14:20:00.002-07:00

Tanha hai zindagi ka safar,
Tanha hai hum,
chal rahi hai zindagi,
chal rahe hai hum.

sab saat hai chand lamho ke liye,
sabko jaana apne alag raste,
sirf tu khud hai tera sacha dost,
baaki sab hongey kisi din beganey.

kisi ke zyada kareeb na ja,
na maan kisi ko zyada apne kareeb,
jo kareeb hote hai wahi dil todte hai,
jiske kareeb hum hotey wahi saat chodte hai.

kyu hote hai hamare liye alag raaste,
jo humein manzoor nahi,
kyu chunni padte hai humein wo raah,
jiski humein koi chaah nahi.

kyu hai ye dastoor alag jane ka,
jab khuda bhi kehta hai sacha iman hai paas rehne ka,
humein nahi manzoor ye safar zindagi ka,
har dagar pe hai ek naya mod,
behke kadam lad khadane ke liye.

anjaane hai zindagi ke rasste,
par chalna padta hai,
zaalim hai zindagi ke raaste,
na chahte hue bhi chunna padta hai.

Vaada karte hai saat nibhane ka,
saat rehne ka zindagi bhar,
par ek din jaana to padta hai.

2010-03-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

love is what people say changes the world..but i don't want that..all i want is my to my world to be changes..i don't want her to be the most beautiful girl in the world.nor..do i want her to be an angel..because when she will be with me she'll be the most beautiful girl in the world..when she'll be with me she will be my angel..i don't want her to change for me..i love her the way she is..i don't want her to sacrifice for me..i'l sacrifice my everything for her..i don't want her to give anything i'l give my everything for her..the only proof for love is trust..and i'l die trusting her..i know she exist..she always existed in me from the day GOD made me..she existed in my smile..breath..tears..hear

t beat..when i was down..when i got the 1st rank..when i was selected as a captain in the school.when i got the 1st prize in debate..when i won the man of the tournament award..when i was selected for the semi-final of mtv..when am alone crying for something..when i fell from my stairs{that happens everyday}..the sunshine that falls on my face..the tear drops that take my sadness away..the wind that bring me happiness..the dream of your that makes me feel alive..all i want is to love her till my last breath..and even after that..i may not be the ideal man you always wished..i may not save you from 20 villains..but i can love like no other macho can..i may be dumb..i may be stupid..i may even be an idiot..but this stupid,dumb&idiot love you than anyone else can..all i want is you to be my side no matter how no matter why how difficult it gets..because when your on my side i can conquer world..i can be anything just to be with you..i pray to GOD about you..i wish on a falling star for you..i close my eyes just to dream about you..hope someday someone somehow will find me..until that day i'l be searching for her i'l be waiting for her..

2010-03-27T14:08:00.000-07:00

its sad when people you know become people you knew..when you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life..how you used to talk for hours and now you can barely even look at them..sometimes its strange and sometimes it hurts..but after sometime you realize the pain isn't worth it..i may sound crazy to some people who think love is everything..but i may sound correct to the people who have gone through hell..and still love someone..their is no word called "LOVED" if u stop loving someone it just means you never really loved the person in the first place..its not only about gfrnd/bfrnd..its also about friends the people who were once a part of your life and they were everything..but now you barely talk..you barely see each other..but life goes on it never stops for no one..it doesn't stop when your sad..it doesn't stop when you cry..it doesn't stop even if you die..people come people go..life changes..after every sad their is a good day waiting you just have to get their..and if today is your worst day that doesn't mean tomorrows going to be your best day..don't spoil about thinking what happened..be happy for the moments which are going to come..their is no second chance..

chalta raha bina kuch soche samjhe..
dekha na agey na peecha..
socha yahi jo hoga dekha jayega..
abhi zindagi hai bhot padi..
na thi manzil na koi kinara..
main to tha ek awara..
fir thokad padi ye samajh aaya..
zindagi nahi koi khel..
jismein agar ek baar haarjao to khelne mile dobara..

one of the poems i wrote..when i was depressed..u come alone in this world and you go alone..friends come and friends leave..at the end of the day..its only you left for you..try to be your own best friend..
live for your dreams fight for them..be what you've always wished to be..remember you dont want to die wishing you could die being someone else..don't ever compare your life to others you have no idea what their journey is all about..take the road less travelled..it doesn't matter if after 10 years you will be a slumdog but you dont want to be a underdog your whole life..remember one life to show what you've got..you just have to live without caring what others think of you..be yourself..be you..its who you are..

2010-03-27T14:07:00.000-07:00

some say taking small steps completes a journey..the fact is taking a long jumps completes it faster..some say wishes are answered if u do them from your heart..the fact is rather than wishing making things happen..some say waiting for right things and the right time is the best way to success..the fact is the time is ours every time has an opurtunity in it..rather than wasting do what you like..the rules were made by human who were too lazy to go beyond the limit..and limit is just another word made by human who was too scared to re define the world..history is made by those who break the rules..it doesn't matter how you do what matters is what you do..don't give a damn about the people who don't give a damn for you..people are meant to leave people are born to die..today is just another day but tomorrow might change the world..today is a fact but tomorrow is a hope..today is gone tomorrow will come..dream.hope.believe. 3 words that defined the world..3 words that started the world 3 words that makes us to live 3 words to make us what we want to..dreaming is no big deal but hoping and believing in it till your last breath that matters..we are no better than each other when we are born.but what we do makes us different..when people walk away from you let them go your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you..it doesn't mean they are bad people..it just means that their part in your story is over..because in this world their is nothing more common than unsuccessful people with talent..find your self.believe in your self.because dreams do come true if you believe in what u do...

2009-12-18T00:48:00.001-08:00

There is a long road ahead of me and this life..But still, I'm aware..That the road behind me extends..Far longer...There are times in our lives...When we take stock of those things...Which shaped us..Those things which we allowed...To create us...I am such a crossroads...I don't like to admit it...But I still feel so much discomfort...In my Heart...For things that seem to be so far behind me...I've grown weary of trying...And still, I try...I've grown tired of the distance..And still, I reach out my hand...I've grown fatigued at the cold
And so,
I put on my warmest sweater..And I trudge forward through the deepest snows...Is it ego alone that brings me to this place?..And what of the other things...That life has offered up?.Do I face the challenge undaunted?.I think so...There is a great purpose...In the knowing that I have found.
Still,
I am left with the ashes...Those scattered reminders....Of the fire that once burnt so deeply..In my Heart.Now where is it that I should....Scatter those embers?Or do I just sit in them...Roll in them...And laugh all the while?...jUST ONE One song can spark a moment.... One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One smile begins a friendship, One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey. One word must start each prayer. One hope will raise our spirits, One touch can show you care. One voice can speak with wisdom, One heart can know what's true, One life can make a difference, You see, it's up to you!

2009-12-18T00:47:00.001-08:00

hard to explain..difficult to understand..tuff to handle..n short to keep blaming..everybody want's happiness nobody want's pain..but u can't have rainbow without a rain..i guess that;s true..every new day is a new life to live...enjoy with what u have coz if u start running behind what u don't have u start loosing what u have..and many times it happens with us we only know the value of a lovely thing unless its lost..what am i writing here..yeah got it about what i think of my life..its a personell view and it may change depending on the mentality of every person so don't blame it on me..my life my view..yesterday when i was sad about something my mom told me this..laugh so hard that sorrow smiles at you..live life so well that even death love to see u alive..i can't believe she told me that..today when i woke in the morning well not xactly morning it was 12 by the time i woke up..kk..i know that's late but its sunday ..i want to live before i die..sometimes we blame our life's for getting so fucking shit..but remember the shell must break before the bird learn to fly..you get so many people who tries so hard to push you down and u start to doubt us slf but the greatest pleasure in life is doing what other's think can't...don't compare ua life to others u have no idea what their journey is all about..u've got 1 chance to solve all ua probs 1 shot to hit a home run 1 song to dance 1 joke to laugh 1 life to live..don't waste on crying fighting blaming...enjoy the little things in life for one day u will look back and realize they were the big things..life is infinitely stranger than anything the mind could imagine..isn't it funny how day-by-day nothin changes but when u look back everything is changed..be happy for this moment..this moment is ur life..its true you can't buy happiness so steal it damn!! remember you have to take the good things with bad..smile with sad...love what u've got..remember what u..learn from ur mistakes..but never regret..people change..things go wrong..but remeber life goes on..

2009-12-18T00:45:00.001-08:00

damn..writing this thing for the 3rd straight time..wtf??..hmm..destiny tuff word huh..so while writing this thing in d middle of the night god know why..a line comes and don't know from where..never made it as a wise man..i couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing...tired of living like a blind man..i m sick inside without a sense of feeling..damn that's so real for me..so coming back to the title destiny..hmm..do we make our own..or is everything written before we come from where ever we believe we do..common..i aint a scientist to decide this thing..by the way do scientist do this kinda things??who cares..so i believe we make our own our choices decides our destiny and our decisions decides our life..common its getting kinda professor thing now..but its true..common i do write some good things do i..yes i do..so some people doesn't come out from their pasts..no matter how beautiful the future is...the old generation keeps blaming the younger one but have they ever stopped to think who raised us???..past..i miss the past..and all the people who were a part of it..i miss the people who claimed to care about me..when deep down i knew as well as them that they didn't..i miss the way things used to be..its a known fact which i was aware of..but i didn't want to believe it..not like how i do now..people always leave..damn dat makes me cry..but am not crying..never take life too seriously nobody gets out alive anyway..life is too short to get up in the morning with regrets...so love the people who treat you right..and forgive the ones who don't but never forget their names..if you get a chance take..if it changes your life let it..nobody said it would be easy..they just promised..it would be worth it..

2009-12-18T00:45:00.000-08:00

2009-09-15T07:22:00.001-07:00

the people i look upto are the reason why i doubt my self...why do we have people whom we take inspiration from...can't v just take from our self..we knows our limits better then anyone else...make ua own path make ua own life..so often times it happens that we live our lives in chains....and we never even know we have the key...you cannot dream yourself into a character...you must hammer and forge yourself into one....fight with ur self..make ua own limits don't let anyone decide for ua self...you r ur biggest competitor..i remember a line...the best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up....wake up..our doubts are traitors....and make us lose the good we often might win...by fearing to attempt...ur greatest glory consist not in never fallin.... but in rising every time we fall...that's life's all about..learning something in everything...what would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?????....we have people who v look upto to take inspiration to be like them..but the greatest men sometimes overshoot themselves....but then their very mistakes are so many lessons of instruction...failure teaches success...that's damn true..i aint a bloody philosopher..nor do i want to b one..i just write what i think..people think i am smarter than i am..intelligent than i am...but all i wanna say is..i am what i am...be original..be ua self..

2009-09-13T18:27:00.001-07:00

early morning..fresh air passing by.thought of writing it after being asked by many people "do u write this notes on ua own"..well..wel yes i know its kinda shocking cein me write like this ...i do write it and on ma own..or is everyone shocked...that even am good at something...so that was the answer for d question...now..lemme start...ambitions..hmm...h

ard word...well what if u'r ambitions are differen't from evry1 around u..what if u don't wanna b what evry1 else want to be..what if u don't want to travel the path that's been travlled ba evry1..what if u want to make ua own choice..ua own life..ua own path..what if..u want to be what every1 else just dream to be..what if...i rememba sum1 saying me "it's like a game of truth and dare,if u can make it here u can make it anywhere"..dats wat i was told but the story is geting old..its time..i must play a part..i am gonna do it but i'l do it ma way...ambitions...its like my life my way...wel i asked ma frnd wats lyf fr him..n he said " life--to roam everywhere wid ur friends,enjoy to the core!"...i mean thats wat lyfz all about..i mean doing wat u like how u like...just packing bags n going to an unknown places..discovering ua self..yeah..dats wat its all about..whats dr to learn frm othrs mistakes make ua own...v all wanted to be something i wanted to be superman..i know i cnt but wats wrong just go on a bunjee jumping..keep discovering..ul discover ua self..i dnt no wat i write above..i just wrote wat i felt like..

2009-09-13T18:26:00.000-07:00

yo! so i got it...was thinking about this for a long long time...you know some people in this world..get love many times but they just don't realise it...and after sometime they fall in love what they think is "serious"...but they fall in love with a wrong girl...and then they realise damn!..when i got love i ran away..when i aint getting any am just trying too hard to get 1...and i belong to that category of people...i got love many times...but just didn't realised it...i always wanted to have someone or always wanted to be in a serious relationship but my heart isn't meant for a serious thing..in the starting everything looks "just perfect"...but as i go further i realise damn! dis aint ma gal..then i break up...i've done 15 times??? dnt rememba...who cares..so getting back..i wrote this shit notes..thinking deeply..this love thing fcuk...it makes u senseless..as they "love is the seventh sense which destroys all the other senses"....dats damn true...and now when i read them its like is dat me??? really...i laugh at my self...i am damn happy being the kasanova....that's am meant to be...guess i only gonna be serious with ma wife...wohoooo...wife..lol

z...i ain't even adult..so happy being me..coz dis love its just not ma type...god bless to the people who fell in it..and am back to be me...kAsAnOvA...its great..but as they say there's someone for everyone..still waiting for her...love..lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

2009-09-13T18:25:00.000-07:00

well what's wrong with me??? well don't no...anyways...feeling writing today..or typing..anyways..so il do that..well what i would like to tell is..i don't no..shit 4got...yeah got it..ready..well what i would like to tell is that for me love is all about talking to each other not that 24hrs but 1 houris all i want and then even that's not possible then whats the use...it increases the distances in a relationship..that spoils all the fun..well c'mon i aint a bloody doctor here to tell al this shit..so lets do it my way..Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.....within you I lose myself...without you I find myself....wanting to be lost again ...absence from whom we love is worse than death and frustrates hope severer than despair....to die and part is a less evil but to part and live there there is the torment...missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other...it's one day closer to the next time you will...and we only part to meet again...a goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again...missing you could turn from pain to pleasure...if I knew you were missing me too..I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long....If we're in each other's dreams...we can play together all night...

2009-09-13T18:24:00.000-07:00

life...somtimes you think u've got it...and the very next second something happens which makes you all new..so its better to just live life how it comes to us...love is a nice feeling and great to be in..but only if u've found the right girl/guy...but if havn't and are still in one it hurts..anyways why am i talking in shit..who cares..life's game play it but play it large...i've finally found me..and i mean i've found who am really are...it wasn't that i dint know i was arahaan razzak...i knew it but what i've found now is i am someone...friend..family..

partner..cmon am too young to know about this things..i dont know what am writing or why am writing this..am just typing whats in my mind..it dont even make sense..but who cares until i understand it..i don't even know why i kept the titli the e.n.d and i don't even why there are full stops in between them...but it looks nice doesn't it...there's nothing but memories left abonded..ashes fell like snow..whats that?? am confused no wait may be i am not..may be i am...uhhhhh...do she realy love me? but sorry i still doubt...its not that i doubt ur love..i doubt coz v dnt talk much..u dnt reply..i need communication in relationship..u call me..i don't pick it up..coz i've got sumthng to do..i call u...u dnt answer it..ua angry???u dnt reply...may be am wrong...i love u baby..if u love someone and if they doesn't love you back the way u want them to..it doesn't mean they aint loving with all what they have..jaaneman...i love u in evryway that i can...and hope even u love me....

2009-09-13T18:23:00.000-07:00

I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet,I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete.we started out as friends.It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin.This time it's different,It's all because of you,It's better than it's ever been 'Cause we can talk it through...my favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?".It's all you had to say to take my breath away.This is it,I finally found someone.Someone to share my life.I finally found the one, to be with every night 'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you.My life has just begun.I finally found someone,I finally found someone,. Did I keep you waiting, I didn't mind I apologize, baby, that's fine I would wait forever just to know you were mine. And I love your hair, sure it looks fine I love what you wear, isn't it the time?You're exceptional, I can't wait for the rest of my life Whatever I do, it's just got to be yo. My life has just begun I finally found someone...I would give up ev'rything.Before I'd separate myself from you.After so much suffering.I fin'ly found unvarnished truth.I was all by myself for the longest time,So cold inside.And the hurt from the heartache would not subside I felt like dying
Until you saved my life......

2009-09-13T18:22:00.001-07:00

Love Aint Love If You Have To Question It...hmmm.... start of a new life for me...love never thought that existed..and even if it does never thought it would happen to me..this is for ma jaaneman...i've always dreamed of being with you..thought i might havnt seen you..but i always knew you existed within me..was just waiting for the right time to come out..i promise i wont leave you..as i said..i cant be the perfect hero..but i aint that bad either..am just me..you might not find me talkin to you the whole night am lazy..u wont find me telling all that romantic lines..am not romantic..but i promise..i aint gonna leave you..We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. two ears to listen but why only one heart? because the other was given to someone else for us to find.and i found you...meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over....we are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love....If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me!!...ma wish came true..

2009-09-13T18:18:00.000-07:00

Sitting and watching the rain...somesays holding on is what makes you strong but sometimes just letting it go needs much strength...sometimes you take some people close to your heart very early..and i ask why?? why does it happens...it hurts like hell..why does that person doesn't take think as you think abt her..why??..nywayz..coming

back to rain..for the first time its looking a bit romantic...shit! what does love makes you...why does it happens..but my love is just a one sided..damn! dat hurts..but does that makes me stop loving her..NO..wel if i was the same arahaan..it would had surely made me stop..love teaches you patience..compromise..wel i've just learned this much..when i write this a line comes up in ma mind jumping to get out...love might not make your world upside down..but its surely worth taking the ride..i wish if i've had one wish to make i would wish that when i talk to her GOD please pause the time..i forget evrything...its just me and u gal..wish u could understand me..the problem might not be yours coz its me who cnt xpres ma slf..gal if i just get you i would never leave you..coz my love for u is true...wish you get it this time...wish..

2009-09-13T18:17:00.000-07:00

hmm...writing afta a long time..lifes changed...n so am i...i just thought abt dis last night..i was wid ma frnds..n v were talking abt each other and then suddenly their comes a topic...love...c'mon why....i hate this thing...but then after aal ma freainds started hitting me..i joined them..so v started then slowly i realised it aint that bad as i think it is...but then i asked them if love does exist in this world..then were is mine...if there is someone for u...then where the hell is my girl..has she lost the way...or not interested..well so coming back to the topic...1 of my homie told me close your eyes n think about someone whom you love most...well c'mon dats shit how can i see someone...if i close my eyes...then after a long discussion and i again getting beaten up..i closed my eyes...n i saw someone...well i saw selena gomez,shruti hassan,anna popplewell,emma watson,mylies cyrus,megan fox,anushka sharma,priyanka chopra...yeah dats it...so is this love...shit...why am i even writing about it..see this thing makes you what u are not..but then..while i was on my bed i tried it once again..and this time i was really into it..nand this time i saw someone...but i gues shez not meant fr me...coz shez to good..i mean i cant even multitask..i am shit when comes to dating...i dnt know what to take wid girls...i am shy...i dnt even know whats romance..n she is opposite..damn..no but the whole night went by n i was thinking about her..n still doin the same..so does love exist??? advice plz...

2009-04-14T13:31:00.000-07:00

writing this thing while listening to a song "hum kis gali ja rahe hai" ba atif aslam.......why do people go away when they love u so much....wel forget it....so whats life about???i dont care about the way everyone lives i make ma own destiny so do i make ma own life....i don't clean up ma wardrobe for months...i don't care.....i don't change ma bedsheets for months i don't care....i don't comb ma hair...i don't care...i don't carry a wallet i keep all ma money in ma pocket...i don't care...i wear what i like...i dress how i like...i don't care....i talk how i like what i like....i don't care....i behave how i like...i don't care...but tell me why the fucking hell others care abt dat...why do others care abt ma wardrobe...bedsheet...wall

et..clothes..dressing..attitude....why??? i don't care....so lifes all about being born..studying..working...earning...retiring...dying...i don't care...life's an adventure...i don't care...life's hell...i don't care...live like wat u want to..die like how u want to...life's not about earning money..life's about how u spend it...for me life's about living everything back....what you got..and achieving it again...who cares what u've got...the only thing people cares about is how u've got...but why do we need to cares about others...when we respect...believe..in our self...the world doesn't owe u anything its u who owes it everything...live for nothing and die for something...

2009-04-08T13:43:00.001-07:00

addled, addlepated, confounded, confusional, muddle-headed helter-skelter, higgledy-piggledy, topsy-turvy, upside-down.addle, befuddle, bewilder, confound....in short confused....family,freinds

,love,trust,betrayal....dis is wat lyfz abt afta all..life really changes in short time of span...yesterday dint believed in love..today guess started believin in love...but..a big but...when u start running away from something why does it comes back and stands in front of u again and again..i don't wanna fall in love but its not really in ur hand isn't it??...fighting with past to save my life against future..learned something..nothing is dead until its burried..wat is this feeling..neva felt sumthin like this..life was so hollow without emotions...why?? i ask my self again and again..people says time heals everything..but wat if u dont want ua pain to be healed..ur better in living with the pain atleast u have something to live for..to fight for..to dream for..to die for..can we give our self another chance?? cmon wat d hell am i writing here..?? life...wat is this thing???u think u've understood and the very next second u find something thats completely new..and u dat very second u feel like u've born again...some times in life..everything sounds less..and looseless sounds more...sometimes in life...why do people die??? you know some time people just die coz they dont hav anything to live for..they start loosing everything their family,friends everyone..and at that time they ask themselfs why the hell am i living still...wats left more to loose..its not that they have lost everything its just that they have lost the reason..reason to live....

2009-03-27T03:46:00.001-07:00

Well thought of writing sumthin witty..n..funny...but at dis tym nuthin is more imp den VOTING....wel yesterday during dinner at ma home v ver talkin abt different candidates standing from different constituencies from our city..n i asked ma ammi...dat who r u gonna vote n she told abt a reginiol party dat only suports our religion...though v belonged 2 family ver evry second person is in poltics n v r founders of dat regionial party..n den i asked ma ammi wats d reason n she told its simple its our party n it suports minority...i kept quiet...n den i thought it made me realise dat ppl havnt changed here..is it neccessary if v belong to a party do v hav 2 suport it????....n d answer dat came in ma mind was NO...v dnt hav to...our party hasnt done anythng gr8...infact it just uses d name of d religion for votes..am nt here 2 crticise any1...gettin back 2 d title..VOTE...today all d parties are behind d YOUTH of d country...v cry v critcise our politicians afta every elections why???...why do we do that i mean we were the one who elected them...we were the one who elected the leaders with criminal background..we were the one who elcted the leaders who were responsible for the communal riots...we were the one who elected the leaders who only visits their constituencies once in every 5 years just before the elections....and why do we still blame the leaders..why???its time that we stand and fight for the people....after 60 years of independence the worlds is watching us again...the worlds is watching how we decide our fate...the worlds watching do we reaaly mean what we say..are we really gonna be a superpower...its on us to decide whether we'll shrug shoulders and still keep blaming..each other abt our infrrastructure...our beauracacy...or we will VOTE the right leaders n change the nation...its time...the right time..fight for change..fight for equality...fight for the nation...the finger of question rises very early if sumthin is done wrong...we are ready to take out morchas and strikes very often we do that against politicians...we do that with great enthusiasm but do we have the same enthusiasm during elections....the answer is no...many would ask if i vote...but listen am still not eligible to vote i have 1 more year...to wait for VOTIN....its easy to blame others for their mistakes but difficult to count our own...VOTE for d nation u dream...

2009-03-27T03:41:00.000-07:00

huh!!!...fuck u all...is dat wat we call attitude???nah...am srry sir but fuck ua slf..attitude...now wat does it xactly means...frm guy's view..it means how many girls u handle..how many girls u talk to..how many girls u date...lolz...strange..frm

a girls view..wel i dnt realy no gues u need 2 b girl 2 know dat...wel if a guy ignores a girl when she talks 2 u dats attitude n ven a girl ignores u ven u approach her shez termed as bithc...dats nt ryt guyz...wel attitude..its how u caary out ua self...its how u represent ua slf..its how u respect udrs...its how u show wat u really are widout telling anything..attitude includes evrythin from ur head to ur leg..from ur behaviour to ur eating habits....attitude does not only means how u talk but it also means how u keep quite n still tel wat u think is right..i aint a philosopher to tell wats attitude 2 any1 am just telling wat does it means 2 ME.....for me attitude is evrythin...wel for me attitude means d way i walk,i sleep,i eat,i drink,i see, et al...evry1 has an attitude evn a beggar has it..yeah he has it..ven u giv him a coin he givz it back 2 u n tell 2 giv him a dollar or a ruppee...now dats wat i call a attitude..abt girls attitude is nt d way u ignore guys or stop talkin 2 dem dats no aint bloody attitude..attitude is d way u tel dem 2 kgo away n come again later ua just nt intrstd in dem...d way u handle evrythin widout takin any tension...attitude is d way u live life...n let udrs live...attitude is d way u show repect 2 udrs around u...being difrnt is nt an attitude but being normal is an attitude...rememba " u look cool ven ua hot"..adieu..

2009-03-25T10:44:00.000-07:00

u no sumtymz in life at some moment u dnt realy realise wat may inspire dats gonna change ua lyf 4eva n eva..2day while listening 2 d song "ye jo desh hai tera" frm SWADES...it brought tears 2 ma eyes...its not dat...i heard d song for d 1st tym..but d difrnc was i heard it frm heart ma soul heard d song nt me...ven i was a kid i wanted 2 b a pilot..ven i was in ma early teens i wantedd 2 b a sportsperson...ven i was 15 i wanted 2 b a actor..n now i want 2 b a human being..i want 2 b person who ppl look 2 respect 2..i want 2 b a POLITICIAN...want 2 serve ma country...i no its nt imp 2 join politics..2 serve d country...but its d best way 2 communicate 2 ppl...2 get 2 no abt dem...n for me politics is not s business...i dnt care abt being a MLA...MP..CM..OR PM...wat i want 2 b is person who ppl can call d person who made d ppl realise dat politics is more den a dirty business....i agree 2days politician take it as a job rather den a post 2 serve d country...i want 2 change d mindset..d youth of dis country wants 2 change evrythin wants 2 make INDIA a SUPERPOWER...but under dis leadership v cnt do dis...am nt sayin d whole GOVT is bad or d whole system is CORRUPTED...wat am sayin is clean d thng which is bad remove d corupted polticians...make a better place a better system a better GOVT...drz a funny thng i realised vel ven v go 2 anuda country v follow all d single bloody rules made bt d country...v dnt even spit on d roads...but ven v come 2 our own country INDIA verz d good human being gone??? did v left dr n came back??? dat sux...ven vr even scared2 pit on d roads dr den y d hell do v urinate here..ven v r afraid 2 xceed d speed limit den y d hell do v break speed limit here...ven v follow evry single rule dr den y d hell do v break evrysingle rule here...y???...if v dnt keep our own house clean den whose gonna do it???....

2009-03-23T01:33:00.000-07:00

INDIA...ven dis name comes d only thng v get in our mind is population,religions,corru

ption,traffic,cricket n taj mahal...am nt here 2 tel abt how bad d country is or how good d country is coz evry individual has his own way of thnking n understandin sum myt agree sum myt not..but lemme tel wat i thnk..INDIA as they call land of opurtunities...today ven i went out in d trafic i thought of doin sumthin abt d trafic n den ven i saw d bus stop i thought of makin it more passenger frndly...ven i saw d d roads thought of doin sumthing 2 get rid of d pot holes..ven i saw d beggars thought of doin sumthing 2 erdicate poverty..ven i saw d guyz teasing gals thought of kickin der ass outa hell..n den wat i thought waz til ven was i just gonna think abt changin evrythin but doin nothin...its easy to blame udrs but difficult 2 c ur own mistakes..easy 2 fyt for ua slf but difficult 2 fyt for udrs...i want 2 join politics n ven i say dis 2 ma frnds dey lauf on me..n say 1 single men cant change INDIA..but dey dnt thnk if 1 single guy can win back a country widout violence..1 single man can demolish slavery...1 single mans idea can change a group of people into a country...1 single man can do evrythin if he WANTS TO..d YOUTH hmmm...2day d youth of d country wants 2 change evrythin frm d traffic 2 d government..2day youth wants jusice equality freedom...v dnt want guyz who fyr in d name of religion in d name of preservin a culture 2 b our leaders...dey rnt doin any gud but inspite destroyin d country frm with in...d youth wants power wants leaders wid no criminal background..v want leaders wid no religion descrimination..v want a free INDIA a true democratic india...free from d politicians ruled country...v can do dis if d youth wants dis...it aint an easy task..nut nuthin is imposible..am nt blamin our system if i do..den wats d difrnc between me n a uneducated guy...d both dnt no anythin just blame evry1 arnd dem..v need 2 do it on our own..by our own...but for evry1 for us for d country for d world..for our next generation so dat dey dnt thnk of goin 2 anuda country for education like we do...so dat dey dnt thnk 2 go 2 anuda country for a job..so dat dey dnt thnk 2 go 2 anuda country for a better life..its us who spoiled d country n its gonna b us whoz gonna make it d best...INDIA* widout d conditions apply...

2009-03-20T03:07:00.000-07:00

i dnt giv a damn abt wat uda thnk abt me its me al abt me i live d way i like nt d way u like i dnt giv a fuck abt dem i like ma attitude problem am nt a philosopher but ppl thnk am dats gud i dnt care i say wat i like i like wat i say a lot of ppl ask me am i afraid of DEATH oh yeah hell am afraid of death i dnt wanna die yet a lot of thnk i worship devil i do all sort shit dey talk retarted shit abt me luk i cnt change way i am n i cnt change d way i thnk but if i offended u gud coz i stil dnt giv a FUCK abt it ma lyf ma rulz i dnt copy udrs nor do i need 2 i believe in wat i am n am proud of wat i am ma attitude i no many of u hav problm wid but attitude is wat GOD gave me in PERSONELL n u need 2 ask him abt dat i dnt care if ma blog is read ba thousand ppl or just read ba me coz i write for ma own nt fr udrs 2 read it i believe in learnin frm ma own mistakes nt d 1 dun ba udrs i write poems i write stories i write songs n i write abt me am nt an intelligent guy am wat i am a slf-obsesd guy i love ma slf n pity for doz whu duzt lev d way dey r n try 2 copy sum1 just bcoz d person dr followin is famous i dnt foolow d trend set ba udrs coz dats KILLS ua ORGINALITY b ua own trend seter no matter udr thnks am nt here 2 inspire ppl but 2 get inspired ba ma own slf u luk COOL ven ua HOT u just dnt need 2 act cool just 2 imprs sum1 act cool just 2 imprs ua slf. ...i get pissd ba d ppl who tend 2 cool just 2 luk difrnt in d crowd but dey dnt realise dey luk difrnt but end like actin like a fuckin jokers.....i dn giv a fuck...who showz attitude i hav ma own...n yeah hate bitches...FUCK OFF BITCH..u broke ma heart...n il break u..kiss ma ASS..

2009-03-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

hmmm....hey evrybudy!!dis tym of year sUcKzzzzz n yeah evn fUcKzZzZzZ.....coz its xam tym...n i hate it...evry1s hate dat xcpt d toppers...n am sure am not 1 n i cant b not atleast in dis lyftym...so just saw a aplication called "nOtEs" n thought of importin ma BLOG....its abt me,me n me...n yeah abt ma frnds.....n abt ma gfrnds....wel a lot of ppl tel me am a multitalented person but am not...u cam term me as "a simple guy wid an extrordinary attitude,habits,.et al"..i love ma slf...n i hate ma slf for dat....am 2 gud 2 resist...am simple guy wid no problms...but i have attitude dat a lot of ppl thnks is over d top but listen...i do wat i like n i like wat i do but if i offended u gud coz i stil dnt giv a FUCK abt it.....i dnt bulshit ma slf....born wild n livin free.....i create paths ver dr r none...u no d only problm wid me is i follow ma own rules...n d only person i dnt mind loosin 2 is ma slf...n yeah nobody is perfct n am nobody....d only thng dats imposible is 2 b me..aTiTuDe is wat god gave me in personell...its ma identity n its ma freedom....am d gatekeeper of ma own destiny...n last thing i rspkt ppl who rspkt me...its ma choice how i liv life...

2008-10-31T08:48:00.000-07:00

salaam etc.....,wel 2day aftr a long tym i was forcd 2 ryt by ma heart aftr a long tym realy long tym.so thinkin wat 2 post frm past 1 hour.................................wait got sumthin in mind,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yeah here it is,wel 2 say its jst a simple word college but it really means sumthing for me.It makes me feel like an adult a litle bigger then ma age it makes me feel responsible for wat am doing rather than blaming others it gives more freedom to choose ma lyf ma way it makes me feel good but also makes ma much aware of ma goals ma dreams ma lyf aftr a long tym ven i sat n started n thought a lil bit of ma lyf wat waz i doin were waz i standing wat waz i goin 2 do n it made me felt lyk i waz same from past 16 years just growing n dreaming n dreaming not making any efforts of acheiving it just thinkin it wil come 2 me dis phase or chapter of ma lyf d college part makes me much aware of the world makes me understand people around me much better. u find it difikult ven u r uzd 2 d safe n protcted atmosphere in skul espeialy frm ver i kum frm .When suddenly u realise that frm being a known student a captain a known personality in skul 2 just a role number in d college it felt like its a different world it makes u feel smaller but it depends on an individual personality whether u lyk 2 b known or not i lyk 2 b known i lyk evrybudy 2 luk at me i like evry1 to respect n i respect dem as an individual personality i like to b known for my wrk rather then for my talk somepeople like to b silent n some people like to be more open n i like to be open some people like to what they are n some people like to be more everyday n i like to be more to b greater then life image some people like to alwayz be wid d people they r wid for d whole lyftym not intrstd in making more freinds, n sumpeople like to get noticed by everyone n i like to be get noticed some people like to understand people for more time n some people like to make freinds n thenunderstand them as their frends n i like making freinds n them understanding them,some people like to be normal and some people think the only think u need to survive iz love n some people think the only u need to survive is monen and some people think to survive in this world is a bit of both n i think v need a bit of both sum people lyk to b normal n sum people lyk 2 be famous n i lyk to b famous i always wanted to be n alwayz will i guess dats wat i am................asta lavista

2008-10-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

salaam n etc etc.wel thought of updatin it rather then keepin it n lettin it bkumin lyk a shit........ wel needed 2 say sumthin or needed 2 ryt sumthin dats sound more apropriate jst thought sumbudy wuld lyk 2 read ma blog enuf of old skul thngs updatin it n rytin it almost evrytym .During dis tym dats ma skul tym i kame 2 no wats frndship iz al about n at d same tym i kame 2 no wats betrayal n bein left alone ven u need a frnd iz al about am not komplainin or telin some secret am ain't doin any bulshit here jst telin wat i thought in past n wat i learned frm it n wat i am 2day.nvr thought of rytin dis kinda thing in ma blog in d kasanova'z blog but gues dats wat aftr al lyf about u kum 2 no sumthin new evry new second u live n survive on dis earth we r al sumthin but nun of uz r evrythin dats wat i think abt ma slf i thought lyf iz al about njoyin livinn evry moment n taking chances but its not d same for evry1 not atleast for me for me lyf iz al about understandin coz i believe evry1 iz here for sumthin n dey have 2 akumplish it by,with,or for sumthin lyf iz al about setting a goal n acheiving it atleast dats wat it is for me frnds dats 1 wrd which is enuf 2 stop a world war i thought ma lyf waz kumplete wid ma group of frnds but its alwayz not d sweet gud end u alwayz wish for in lyf evry1 has his/her lyf,dreams,goals,responsibility,much more.But as frnds u always forget dis things n concentrate much more in being 2geder now aftr i kame face 2 face 2 dis thing i realized dat evry1 has 2 kary on his/her lyf v alwayz thought v wuld b frnds for lyftym v nvr evn thought of getin away but dats wat lyfz about evry1 has moved on in der dffrnt lifes i nvr told any1 anythin jst talkd noemaly as i walwayz uzd but d tym waz dffrnt n d dayz iz dffrnt v r not d same old frnds v uzd 2 b v r dffrnt now widout evn knowing it v had changd v hav evolvd as an indivdual personality now ders sum misundrstandin among evry1 in d group no1 uz as same n wuld b mst of dem has fought n stop talkin wid sum1 inkludin me v nvr told anythin but d dffrncs ukrd n v al had problms now evry1 has der own group of frnds n evry1 njoyin der own lyf evn me dis new frnds r gr8 but old is alwayz gold n remixes is gud for sumtym .................................. 2 b kuntinued chow

2008-06-03T11:21:00.000-07:00

hI .wElL wat 2 say aftr realy a long time i am bak i no it has been 2 late but wat 2 say dis has been a really long time n in dis time i had sum new competetors dey r big guys aamir khan,shahrukh khan n amitabh bachan 2 name a few its gud dat evn big people r takin intrst in dis kind of things but 2 say d truth dis ppl has taken d name blog 2 d nxt level n in sum way dey r like d brandd ambasodars of d word blog but 2 say ver waz i in dis long break i waz bz wid d 10 board xamz n aftr dat bz in d holidayz n it waz realy fun time wel 2 say i pssd d xamz n i hav evn got admission in one of d junior colleges near my house its been really long gap n am sure dat i hav made my readers dissapoint if i hav evn 1 dats gud but really 2 b really frank evn i forgot dat i had a blog n it waz really disspointing 2 c d condition of my blog which waz like a stagnant water lyin on d side of d road and all d mosquitoes layin der eggs n no1 evn thinking of clearin it i waz realy ashamed of myself for not evn updatin or chekin it out evn 1nc am really srry n i surely think dat atleast frm now am goin 2 take care of it n now am goin 2 update evrythin frm my personel 2 profesional life i hope i keep my words dis time coz am serious dis time .nuthin much happnd in dis long gap xcept getin in relation ship n breakin it nuthin much else happnd wel dis may kuntnue in my nxt posyt til din salaam namaste n keepin seekin in my blog asta lavista......to b contnued

2007-01-11T03:31:00.000-08:00

Well wat 2 say HALF-YEARLY xams ver over n v got our xmas n bakrid holidayz but a lot of "---------" things happen in "9th klass" 1st of all me{muheeb]n mutahir fought durin d xamz but v got again az gud frnds but d very next day he stopped talkin so evn i stopped talkin n i still really dont no d reason for dat fite n d next thing iz muheb=aymen muheeb=aeroze* muheeb=muthahir* muheeb=ibrahim* muheeb=madiha* well dat waz d number of persons i fought n evry1 of dem ver once upon a time very gud frnds well it waz not ovr yet n d reason for d fite well it will b published in grade9 and its shameless blog.I thought it waz my mistake n i evn "apologised" for dat mistake but dey gave a damn kare so i also left it if dey r not interested so y shuld i giv a damn kare for it.So durin holidayz bushra 1 of my klassmate tried vry hard 2 solves d dispute between uz but failed durin d holidayz n after d long 1 dayz brk skools started again{holidayz ver only for 10 dayz n d 3 dayz ver of my absent dayz}on wednesday dat iz xactly 6 dayz aftr skool re-open farah mam kalld uz n siad 2 shake hand like 2 small boyz but aymen told i am not goin 2 do dat at any risk so i said go 2 hell evn i dont kare but farah mam waz not goin 2 live uz dat ezy she kalld uz again in lunch bell n atlast v shokk our hands but v still did not started talkin dat day.It waz d next day thursday{dats today} az usual v had our p.t. sports period n dat waz d time ven i started talkin 2 aymen n slowly 2 all d persons wid whom i wazn't talkin 2.Well by d way i totally forgottted 2 write iz dat der waz a extempore held for 8n9 klass n d topics ver given 2nd period n v had extempore in 3rd period so time waz little so evry1 contestant worked hard on d topiks n d results ver like dis frm klass 1ST POSITION=ROHITH 2ND POSITION=BHAVNA N 3RD POSITION=QATHIJA n frm 9 klass well u WILL GET D RESULS N D STORY BEHIND D FITE IN GRADE 9 BLOG n HAPPY NEW YEAR N XMAS WELL I APOLOGISE ABT D DEALU IN WISHIN BUT I KULD NOT UPDATE IT DURIN DIS TIME srry again n accept my apology**.Byeeeee guyz n take kare n still tryin 2 update d blog not evryday but 1nce in a week.*dont know abt d reason y d person fote wid me n ** conditions aplly.Bye take kare.

2006-12-01T17:25:00.000-08:00

Hi guyz atlast v hav won de play it feels gr8 2 be a part of de best play evr done in de history of MOUNT BANJARA HIGH SCHOOL.And who evr read grade9 n its shameless journal hav read tat muheeb has been kicked out of dis blog well by de way its all rubbish n i am still a memeber of it no need 2 wrry guyz.Well aymen thought he kan do without me but he waz wrong atlast he waz de 1 who kame n told 2 join back de blog n i accepted it n i am not desparate abt fame i clearly say tat i wanted 2 be famous n i am famous de ppl who evr read dis blog iz frm worldwide n i dis surely or clearly shows tat ppl arnd de wrld knows me n thankz 2 de ppl who read dis blog so i am not desparate abt fame iz tat fame kame 2 me n i got it.I am back 2 de grade 9 blog so keep readin it keep havin fun readin it n dont forget 2 read evn my blog n live comments after readin it well der iz goin 2 be a winter carnival TARANG which iz goin 2 be happen in our skool n more newz abt it well keep readin de blog for more update.Bye guyz n take care hav a gr8 weekend n keep smilin all de gals outder n evn boyz.Bye.

2006-11-30T18:18:00.000-08:00

Hi guyz its a very long time since i hav updated my blog n i think who ever reads my blog waz waitin for my post but i am sorry tat i could not update my blog.But a lot of things happened during dis long time as der waz de SPORTS WEEK HELD in de skool n i waz de VICE SPORTS CAPT n a proudly green house member worked very hard in with co-ordination with GREEN HOUSE COUNCILLOR MUTHAHIR AHMED for green house 2 win n make it de best house in de skool which hav did not happen in de history of MOUNT BANJARA HIGH SCHOOL but v tried hard as muthahir waz more workin hard dan me for green house n atlast v succseeded{not sure abt de spellin}n GREEN HOUSE IS DE BEST HOUSE DE 1ST HOUSE IN DE SKOOL as de last time winners n ex 1st house dat iz BLUE HOUSE kame 2nd n last time 4th de last house YELLOW HOUSE KAME 3RD n de last time 2nd RED HOUSE KAME SHOCINGLY LAST 4TH but evry house tried der best but evry1 kannot b 1st better luck in next games az der r many more games left.There waz a play competition held which i guess i already told u abt it n de results r goin b 2 announced tommorow but critically PLAY DONE BY 9TH KLASS JULIUS CEASER-SHAKESSPEARE IZ DE WINNER n i hope so v will win n der iz a shockin news me n aymen were teamed up for de inter skool quiz contests HARMONY QUIZ passd 2 round preliminay n quarterfinal n went into semifinal round but lost in semifinal az it waz a very tuff 1 more dan 50 skool's took part in de quiz n shockingly v ver not evn prepared for it but v went till semifinal n lost.And der r more shockin news 2 come az der waz a storytellin competition waz held in our skool by CLASSMATE called CLASSMATE YOUNG AUTHOR STORYWRITIN COMPETITION n if v qualife in skool v hav 2 go 2 city finals n SHOCKIN me,aymen,bushra,madeeha,nishant,ibrahim{all 6 frm our klass}and juveria and nikitha{frm10 klass}ver qualified for city finals n if v get selected in it v r goin go 2 national finals n best 16 students writers who qualified frm others sate ver goin 2 be der n only 2 iz goin 2 be selected frm our city n hope so i will be selected az i am confident in my story n der waz sports competition held between different skools includin ours in various sports.We took part in throwball n basketball but lost in 1st round in throwball but in basketball v vent in finals n lost by just 1 point so hope so next time v make it n der iz lot more cumin ahead az our HALF-YEARLY XAMS r goin 2 strt dis is becomin 2 lengthy 2 read.So i am goin 2 stop it here.1 thing 2 tell i made a new frnd between dis many things she recognised me by my blog MUHEEB'S BLOG gr8 na. bye guyz.

2006-11-03T06:14:00.000-08:00

Hey its again a longtime after i hav updated my blog.But now i amnot goin 2 make a promise but goin 2 make sure tat i will update it evryday well lot of things other than de weekly tests happened in de skool well der waz a debate between 9 n 10 klass n de results ver like dis PRINCIPAL MAM:WEL 9 WAZ BEST IN SPEECHES N 10 WAZ GR8 IN REBUTLING{QUESTIONING}.The most interestin fact iz i n madeeha waz given de BEST SPEAKERS{both frm 9 klass}it waz an amazing thing for me.Der waz a skit competition* or u kan say a play competition* 2day between 8 n 9 klasses v did a play frm SHAKESPHERE JULIUS CEASER de critics{teachers}said it waz a gud fine work v did justice with a very gr8 play n i waz playin julius ceaser da king i did a gud job{i hope so}de results r goin 2 be announced 2mrrow n i hope so v win it.But der r lot of things goin 2 happen az it a SPORTS WEEK n az u all know {who read dis blog}i am de SPORTS WISE CAPTAIN n i hav a lot of things 2 do with my senior SPORTS CAPT der will be a lot of things goin 2 hapen so read itfrm 2mrrow az der will be more matter n i hope i will surely hav sumthin 2 write.So read it.Byeeeeeeee.

2006-09-04T18:10:00.000-07:00

Hey gud mornin guyz da week started with a sleepy day {as usual}v thought v r goin 2 practise for da play in 1 day but v dropped da idea of play because it waz not possible 2 become perfect in 1 day if v practised n did da play without practising den v would be just as a jokers n now finally da idea if doing a play or a skit has been dropped by our "director MR.AYMEN" der waz another prob da script waz also not dun properly.2morrow is da teacher's day n v r goin 2 celebrate till extreme v r goin 2 hav a blast 2day waz a borin day except a couplr of period's i.e.of kumar sir n salim sir maths n physics v had a little bit of fun in these period's da return of ehsan a quiet student of our klass well he waz down with fever n waz not able 2 attend da skool for couple of dayz der iz very little thing 2 write abt 2day if i write 2much then it will become like a lengthy borin essay so for 2day thiz iz enough but der will really interesting abt 2morrow 2 read n write so byeeeeeee guyz take care

2006-09-02T13:56:00.000-07:00

hey gud afternoon 2 all u guyz well it waz a gud week v had games for teachers indoor n outdoor gams too der waz a lot of fun in this week i hope next week iz also goin 2 be da same i hope v r goin 2 celebrate da teachers day at our skool but v r not sure abt us doin anythin at teachers day celebration much more sad thing iz that our class iz goin 2 ware skool dress other n 10 klass is goin 2 ware colour dress v hav already started da preparations for da up comin quartely exam which iz goin 2 start on 14 of sept so itz really goin 2 be very very buzy weeks ahead i will be not able to write a post regularly as usual today waz a birthday of my classmate RAMCHARAN I WISH HIM A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND YESTERDAY WAS DA BIRTHDAY OF MY FORMER CLASSMATE AZEEM WHO IZ IN CALIFORNIA I WISH HIM A BELATED VER HAPPY BIRTHDAY N WISH BOTH BEST OF LUCK FOR UPCOMIN YEARS da weekly tests r also in progress i hav dun well in da social test and hope evry1 does well from my class in evrytests der is nothin much 2 write in this week well nothin special happened in this week except da teachers sports day which i hav already mentioned above der is goin 2 be a very big posts in da coming week n i am sure u will hav fun readin abt teachers day n if u want t see da pics of teachers day u can see dem at shameless blog da link iz available in my main page n other pics so plz see da pics n be eager 2 read abt da teachers day celeb.BYE guyzzzzzz take care n plz write a comment.

2006-08-28T18:37:00.000-07:00

Gud afternoon guyz couple of dayz has been over after i have posted my last column because i waz busy with the actvity well me and my other freinds used to go 7 in da morning to catch the seats for da skool and used to come back at 7:30 in da evening kool na v had a gr8 bash at da actvity but da bad luck waz v just won 2 prizes overall one for pot painting which waz won by uzma from class 10 she wz da runner up and 1st prize in da fancy dress competition by a boy called adityha jain from lower class well it waz a busy week and thank god the play got cancelled which we were supposed to do in the activity but now v r goin to start the practise for the upcoming teacher's day event in which our class is goin to do dances and a short play as usual it's goin to be a great day and my plan for the teacher's sports day has been approved by sport's sir it's goin to take place in this week and hope so it goes well but the unit tests are still in progress and it's goin 2 finish on 29 or 30 and from 13 september our quartely exams r goin to start tight shedule i think so it will be a very tuff time to post a column and hope so i get time to post a very nice guy has posted a cooment and did not wrote his name but god bless him and i am goin to make sure i post a column evry day i am tellin u again n again plz leave a comment n write ur name.Byee guyz take care have a gud week ahead bye

2006-08-23T19:21:00.000-07:00

hey guyz well tomorrow is a big day for me as the vice sport's capt as this was my first job and i hope it is arranged or organised well.ABOUT my day at school today u can say like this it was a gr8 day a gud day and a borin day.TODAY it waz a half day n we just had 5 period's instead of 8 period's evryday there is a reality fun fare program coming up in my city called ACTVITY in which our skool is participating from past 3 or 4 years and we are goin to do many thing's and i am also a part of my play which is goin to be done by 9 n 10 classes the dates for da ACTVITY r 25 n 26 of this month and for surprisingly we have not yet started the practise for the play surprised na.I have done my first job well and hope so our school sport's teacher agrre with my plan there is goin 2 be a gr8 days cuming up this week and next week and we are goin to have a great fun and our exams r also started and we are really studying this time i dont know abt other classmates but i have started studying SHOCKING NA well yes i am studying and my classmates was also shocked after listening i have started studying this year and hope so i get gud marks there are visitors on my blog but not even 1 of them are writing comment's abt my blog.Well it's a great feling when u see ur own world{life} is shared by the whole world and they get to know abt ur evryday the whole world or the people which u never imagined abt are getting to know abt u and ur feeling's well this is getting a bit emotional here well it's fun to share ur own world with this big world it's really great.But plz write a comment and keep visiting my blog.SO take care bye plz write a comment

2006-08-22T18:11:00.000-07:00

hey guyz.Well i am in a shock to see da visitors in my blog.Well as u all know i am da school SPORTS VICE CAPTAIN i have got my first job and hope so i will do it well.Well i am da incharge of the upcoming preparation's for the tacher's sport's day in oue school before the teacher's day all da teachers play some games like a vollyball game gully cricket etc... this time i am gonna make da team's and organize it with the help of my senior SPORTS CAPTAIN.So hope so i do it well.We are also doing a play for the teacher's day and also hope so we will do it GR8.From tomorrow our exam's are goin 2 start and wish me gud luck.It will be a gr8 fun doin it as it is my first job after becoming the vice sport's captain.SO byee

2006-08-21T05:09:00.000-07:00

hey guyz hope everything is fine.WELL i told u guyz that i am gonna update da blog evryday and i am doin it but u guyz are not leaving any comments after reading the blog.WELL it was a monday today and u all know well we cn say like this u all have expereinced that after a weekend its hard for a school day on monday.IT was a borin day for many of the students of MOUNT BANJARA HIGH SCHOOL.WELL from tomorrow onwards the exams are gonna start and i will again will get a bit less tiime but hope so i will get time to write on my blog.Some of the student's did not attended the school and farah mam was a bit angry on the class after looking the attendance of the class last year the best of our class was the strentgh of our class or attendance of class well u can say only that thing was perfect in our class last year.This year is going a mix of bad,gud and great.Well hoope so i perform well in the class test's.There are many more thing's to be told but let it be for tomorrow so TAKE CARE.BYE guyz and hope so u will live a comment after reading this.BYE

2006-08-20T18:49:00.000-07:00

hey all its a long time i have not posted anything in my blog.AS i was busy with my test's and other activites as we celebrated our INDIA'N INDEPENDENCE DAY{60 INDEPENDENCE DAY}it was a great day for all the members of the student council of MOUNT BANJARA HIGH SCHOOL as they took oaths and there was a batch ceremony{including me}and there was 2 other activities mono action and quiz.IN mono action i we got as there 2 persons in a team in my team me and and musharaf from my class we got tied on first position with another 2 members from my class aymen and madeeha.THE competition was between 7,8 and 9 class.IN the quiz there was competiton between 6,7,8,9 and 10 classes but it was between houses that was between BLUE,GREEN,RED AND YELLOW.first there was a preliminary{i hope that word is correct}or u can say a writing wrong.well i was the head of my team well we did not did as good as we should do but surprisingly i got selected and represented my green house team in the final's we did pretty well and at last we got 2nd position thats not too bad.THE WEEKLY TEST'S also started in the school and there was no time left for me to update the blog but hope so i will update it from today onwards.SO TAKE CARE GUYS BYE.AND PLEASE WRITE COMMENTS.AFTER READING THIS BLOG.TAKE CARE BYE.

2006-07-22T12:44:00.000-07:00

hey guyz the problem here is this state government has closed all the blogs so it was hard days going on here so i was not able to post anything in my blog.but i am a little bit angry because no one is writing any comment in my blog its waste to post snything if we does not know does the people like it or hate it.so please write a comment after reading the post.my days in the school are going brilliantly after becoming the sports wise captain if we get any free period in the school all the members are asking me to get the permissoin of the principal for games period as i am the sports wise captain.that is duty i am doing rite now and stopping indiscipline in the ground such as fighting and foul language we are going to get our batches and we are going to take our oaths on the 15 day of 8 month that is 15 august.so its gonna be a big day and i am loking forward for that day our unit test are starting from 25 of this month i hope i am going to do the exams well inshallah so bye guyz.please write a cmment about my blog

2006-07-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

so hii guyz.today was the results of the school elections in which i was nominated for the post of the green house councellor and the the wise sports wise captain.i know that my big bro and my dad my mom had prayed for me there was me muthahir musharaf and kiran the nomations for tha post of green house but the main competators was me and muthahir evry one thought that including me that i had more chances of being green house councellor and muthahir also thought and evryone including me thought that muthahir was the wise sports captain but it was like a film story it went tottaly opposite sadly i lost the green house councellor muthahir won that and more surprisingly i won the wise sports captainship so now i am the wise sports captain of the school mount banjara high school.i was a very diisapointed when i heard farah mam and kumar sir saying that the green house councellor is muthahir i thought i was the green house councellor but we never knows what is next in our life then when i heard the sports wise captain is i really thought that it is surely again muthahir but they shouted the next wise sports captain is muheeb i was shocked.so thanks to my bro adil bhai and who ever prayed for me and also who did not prayed for me.i want to thanks my parents and my whole family beacuse i am here just because of them so thanku again.so its more likely like a thanks giving speech.so adil bhai wat gift r u goin to give me now.so now i am the sports wise captain now.bye guyzz and gals

2006-07-13T17:58:00.000-07:00

good afternoon.tomorrow is the big day of all days because tomorrow is the school election and i muheeb is standing for the green house councellor which i hope so i wll win and i have full confidence in me because self confidence is the best confidence.i believe that after studying in these school i want to return it back in the form of being a good leader and make the stantards much more better not only me but the whole class 9 who are participating and who r not like our school very much and we all want to do something.if i become green house councellor i will surely make my house no1 with the house captain.when we were small like when we were in 4 or 5 class we used in evry academic principal putting the batches of house captains sport captain councellor and etc and we used to think someday we will be there but the time past so fast that not only me but half of the class cant believe that we are in 9 and we are standing for the councellor its always nioce to hear the story of our win but its more nice hear the suspence of the story so its all in the hand of god and importantly in the hands of the students who are voting for us.because it is them who will make the mark of our school as a captain.so whoever are reading this plz pray for me that i will surely win it inshallah espescially my big bro and my dad who are in dubai and new york u.s.a so plz pray for me because this the stepping stone for many more coming leaders.this for the school children if i deserve to be green house councellor please vote for me and make me a leader if u think i dont deserve to be a councellor i am seriously telling u dont vote for me if i dont deserve that.i am going to put my hands crossed from tomorrow till the results of this elections so dad and bhai please pray for me.best of luck to all the othe participants of the election.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee guys.

2006-07-12T20:00:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiiii guyz n gals.i am updating my blog after so many days after 4 days my last topic was that there is no freindshipt left between me and aymen.he apologised me and like a gentlemen i accepted his apology.today again we fought but it was a small fight not as big as the last one.today was one of my colleague birthday iwish many happy returns of the day and wish a good luck in her life ahead.today was mixe of bad and good day.bad was me aymen n muthahir fought and good was there was a birthday and we got chocolates.as u can say it was a kool day today was telugu aasingment test and i did supperb hope so i will get about 20 or 20 out of 25 inshallah.our school which is mount banjara high school was out of the tournment loosing in the semifinal of the xxxx tournment.as a fantastic journey came to an end as our school went above the 1st round for the first time in his history.wish the next we will go in any tournment we will the whole tournmentr inshallah.i was busy with the assingment test's which are going on in our school and i could not update my blog.i am really sharing my views and mostly my life{school life}with the people who are maintaining a blog its really a great expereince to maintain a wonderful thing like blog and share ur world with the world.if u dont have one make it now and experiance the difference.and plz plz plz plz plz live a comment i am requesting u plz live a comment who ever read my blog.so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee guyz.and plz maintain a blog if u dont have one.bye meet u again someday.

2006-07-05T19:30:00.000-07:00

so hi guyz .ITS finished there is no more freindship between me and aymen.he is a guy who like to publish or play with the feelings of other person.I can't believe that i was with him from past 4 years and i was unable to recognise such a person .we are no more freinds .HE IS just not a guy to with whom we can be freindly.TRUST ME we can never trust him he is not fit to be trusted i am sorry that i was his freind .i was wrong i did not recognise such person,I AM still in shock he was my freind.today was he best day i just broked the freindship with a gu called aymen thank god .so if u have any comments please rite it i will be happy.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-06-30T19:12:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiiii.today was a boring day except the lunch bell.AS we told the children {juniors} not to eat and throw rappers in the school or all around the school.we already started a clean school campaign and from tommorow we are going to do something for the hindi speaking in our school .FOR the indiscipline in the school we are trying to make our school the best and specsially our class reputation which is 0 at present. we will make it the best class hope so. PRINCIPAL MAM TOLD MANY THINGS ABOUT OUR CLASS ONLY GOOD THINGS SHE TOLD THAT THIS THE BEST CLASS IN THE SCHOOL AND TOMMOROW there is a teacher meating .THERE IS A SHOCKING NEWS OUR SOCIAL MAM ASRA MAM WHO USED TO ALWAYS COMPLAINED ABOUT US TODAY HE TOLD US FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT WE ARE PAYING ATTENTION IN HER CLASS AS WE NEVER DID THAT BEFORE EXCEPT TODAY WHO KNOWS WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TOMMOROW.WAS IT ONLY FOR ONE DAY OR ONLY IN HER CLASS WE WAS MAINTAINING DISCIPLINE BUT I AM GOONA KEEP QUIET IN ALL THE PERIODS BUT CANT TELL ANYTHING ABOUT TELUGU PERIOD.BUT THE BEST THING OF TODAY WAS THAT PRINCIPAL TOLD THAT OUR CLASS IS THE BEST BEST BEST CLASS.WE ARE NOT GOING TO DISSAPOINT HER HOPE SO THIS WAS THE LONGEST POST I HAVE EVER POSTED IN THIS BLOG.SO TAKE CARE AND ENJOY THE WEEKENDS.AND ON SATURDAY IS MY BRO BIRTHDAY AND I AM GOING TO TAKE A TREAT .BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2006-06-29T16:30:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiii sorry i did not wrote anything on 28 but it was a nice day but also a bit of boring but today was a brilliant we had a extempo today there was no result .my freind mushurraf told in his speech that this is not a competetion but a coabration so our principal mam said .no need of a result our class teacher changed my aymens and muthahir places .and i was the worst last period today .but it was a good day at school and i enjoyed it tomorrow is a basketball match our school that is MOUNT BANJARA SHOOL VS NASR .i am selected in the school cricket team .i hope we are going to win it hope so .see u tommorow .byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-06-27T18:00:00.000-07:00

good afternoon so today was the much awaited debate and the result was a draw no one expected the result will be like this as everyone was thinking that 8 class will win the debate and the result was like a shock to us but the participants from our class was 13 and from their side it was 9 9=13 not enough buit their class was a 1 man army but we managed to draw thje debate the best speaker will be anounced tomorrow i wish i can be the best speaker as i did well i suppose .so take care .byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-06-26T18:30:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiii good morning to all fo u .well its afternoon here but i did not got time in the morning as the schools started again after 48 hours of getting bored but it was a nice weekend i spend most of the time with my dad it was kool.tomorrow is debate i hope we are going to defeat 8 grade last time it was a tough competion but u all know whwon afcourse ot our class.but this time we are making sure we will win but i did not made my speech yet and i am not going to make it but my dad and my freind aymen. lets wait and see tomorrow what is going to happen.bye have a good week ahead BYEEEEEEEEE!

2006-06-25T08:24:00.000-07:00

good morning to all u guyz its 8:24 in the morning and i have just got up .i was just feeling bore so i thought of writing in my blog as its my second on this blog and i am just feeling great of having one .today its sunday and from tomorrow new week and skool starts again after 48 hours i have still not completed my charts and the speech i have not even started yet .but i will complete it today .me and aymen are not sure we r going to win the debate or not but we have a chance of winning it inshallah we will win it .so i am just waiting for tommorow .so see u tommorrow.bye

2006-06-24T05:05:00.000-07:00

hey all i am muheeb i have just made a new blog.thanx to aymen i am the member of the class 9 u can say classmate of aymen i am just excited about this blog and trust me this blog will also be the same and best as grade 9 .u all will enjoy this and have fun its just the beginning of the great beginning keep enjoying this blog and have fun.9 class is just going fantastic and we have the same old problem what we had last year discipline and we also have the same class teacher we had last year FARAH MAM brave teacher this was like a welcome speech take care bye.